wasTe of HoliDays

clock ticking so fast. without me noticing it, its already friday. i will go back on sunday.. huhu.. so, what did i do this week...

i arrived on saturday.. tired after a long journey in train plus lack of sleep... but i start doing the puzzles wif the help of my sisters. by evening, we completed the 1000 pieces puzzle... so nice! cant wait to frame it up...

on sunday, i bake cookies. wif my sisters.. use 500 grams butter if im not mistaken.. but its not that much... by the third day, all the cookies finished....

on monday, i just stay home... cook, laundry, laptop, tv, sleep....... quite boring but then its ok coz i watch lots of movie i wanna watch.. who ever thought my dad downloads lots of movie aso... hehe.. on tuesday aso the same.. bored... but one thing for sure, i didnt study yet...

on wednesday, have a big fight wif my bro... until now didnt talk yet... huhu.. went to poliklinik arau just to be told that its a 'hari ibu mengandung' and i cant do anything...o should i just said im pregnant? haha!

on thursday, i went to hospital besar kangar.... such a waste of time n nerve coz the doctor tell me i dont need the treatment that i was asking for... huhu.. went to the store, trying to find tshirt for my friend. then tudung... but didnt manage to find any.. so at last, im the one who got a new pen and refill... during nite, i have a big fight wif my best friend. and this tyme, i screwed up big time... im so so sorry.... i dont even know will she ever forgive me... huhu

so, thats how my days at home.... so sad that i waste most of my time...hurm....

update later~

YahOOo0oO0o...

im so happy.. at last, the exam season had come to its end and im free from the prison of exam!!! at least, let me enjoy myself wif my loves one during this one week break! then i have to come back for A2, the tougher part of A level. btw, alhamdulillah, i think my bio paper was ok la.... hope so!

coming up next : A2!!!

even after exam, the lecturers remind us about our upcoming hectic life. n the best part is, KTT introducing new measures to improve our result:
1. there will be prep class for the student that they consider need it. its compulsory for that person, and if he/she doesnt wanna come, have to pay. nicest part, the prep class will be held every night from monday to friday!
2. we wont be having anymore saturday holiday. on saturday, there will be classes. next sem, we will get the timetable for our dear saturday..

what the %&@#?!! its not like A2 arent hard enuff.. wif all these, my life gonna be super miserable next sem... huhu... help me..... A2......

im going back tonite.... so, we'll see what happen at home. =) i bought puzzles and stickers so i can spend time together wif my sisters, and then i will bake cookies to spend tyme wif my siblings! so nice... hope everything went well... and not to forget, i bring math book to relearn it from my mom, so i will spend time wif my mummy also! *i hate it that i still have to study, but live it!*. then may be i will spare a day to meet my former schoolmates. and another may be 2 days for my beloved......

im a bambi alone in a forest~

chEmY and PhySics PapeR 1

im sleepy... now, thats the only thing i can say to describe my condition..... actually, its almost 1 am on 13th june, but since i wanna post for 12th june, so i change the time........

my paper... chemistry was horrible.. the Qs was so... confusing i think. n tuff..... huhu.. now im worried about my chemy..... coz all of it kinda horrible... then physics, its much better than chemy lah.... huhu... overall, alhamdulillah.. but still worry....

coming up next : Biology paper 1

and finish.. cant wait for tomoro. at last, my 2 months of AS examsss will end! im so excited.. but then quite nervous thinking of the result later.... Allahumma najjahna fil imtihan.....

so, now i really2 need to sleep.. had been quite a long day, and had been like a month that my sleep is so haywire *izit a right word?*... haha.. i cant even think the right words, forgive me for my 'brilliant' english!

i am a bambi in a forest~

BiOlogY PaPeR 2

at last, biology paper 2 completed. even im lack of sleep, which is im so so sleepy right now *my eyes ready to close d. my friends like to tease me coz of my eyes when im sleepy. hehe*, but alhamdulillah, it was ok i think. even im not sure what i really wrote in there. further comment - miss the eyes!~ only certain people will understand what that means. =)

btw, girl, i think i will let you go. fly wherever u want.... and be happy wif ur choice!

coming up next : chemistry 1 AND physics 1

so, tomoro, got two papers, which is... what should i say uh.... i need to score everything! pray for me, and pray for the best! =)

now, chemy, come here darl........~

PhYSicS 32

hurm... it was fun!! gotta chance to play wif modelling clay.. hahaha! happenly one of the Q was involving clay that had to be shaped into cylinder, which i sucked in doing that.. its just clay and i handle it like im in a workshop o something. haha! even the lecturers who invigilate us aso watching me embarrassing myself. haha! so much noice came from my table alone.. aha! forgive me, but i stop playing modelling clay when i was 9 years old *like really??? kekeke* but it was fun la. and its cute also, once i manage to make it in a shape of cylinder with 8cm width. haha~

overall, the practical is oklah.. alhamdulillah.. much much better than chemy! haha! nothing can ever replace chemy paper 3 from no 1 worse in my AS exam... huhu...

coming up next : Biology paper 2

so tired. so sleepy, but have to cover 4 more chapters. bio paper is tomoro!!! waaaa.... so, till then, tooooodle~

sTuDy tO thE poWer oF inFiniTy

i wish... all i wish is i can leave STUDY for a day and go out so i can enjoy myself... so sad, cannot.... no worry, only until this friday, then exam is over!!! cannot wait for that day... even this week gonna be super miserable..

hurm... tired of crying aedy.. im thinking everything by their positive site... i hope all these ujian Allah giving me, sume nih utk menguatkan lagik aku *making me stronger* and may be sebagai kiffarah atas segala kesalahanku selama nih.. *ya Allah, ampunkan lah dosa2ku and dosa2 ibubapaku..* i just hope at the end of this hardship, there gonna be sunshine waiting for me.. =)

too depressed by study, i eddited pictures of my days in this cute lil room... =) *i think, for a better and clear view of what i've done, click on the images*

this one, its given a touch of oil paint... hehe... me studying not just in front the laptop, but ON the laptop. haha!

this one, i made it like..... er, im not sure what it is like.. but the original one had color... so, its like that thing is pressed into the wall... i think so... and its my jadual for this exam... 4 days to go!!

actually, i eddited this pic to be blurry... kinda edgy... but then, its too small, cant see much what had i done.. i mean the picture in here is so small, so its like i didnt edit it much la...btw, its my chemy multiple choices exercise..

ok, wanna sleep early today.. so can wake up early tomoro.. hehe =P. daa~

reCitE ur quRan

Why do we read Quran, even if we can’t understand a single Arabic word?-This is a beautiful story An old man lived on a farm in the mountains of eastern Kentucky with his young grandson. Each morning grandpa was up early sitting at the kitchen table reading his Qur’an.

His grandson wanted to be just like him and tried to imitate him in every way he could. One day the grandson asked, ‘Grandpa! I try to read the Qur’an just like you but I don’t understand it, and what I do understand I forget as soon as I close the book. What good does reading the Qur’an do?’ The Grandfather quietly turned from putting coal in the stove and replied, ‘Take this coal basket down to the river and bring me back a basket of water.’

The boy did as he was told but all the water leaked out before he got back to the house. The grandfather laughed and said, ‘You’ll have to move a little faster next time,’ and sent him back to the river with the basket to try again. This time the boy ran faster, but again the basket was empty before he returned home.

Out of breath, he told his grandfather that it was impossible to carry water in a basket, and he went to get a bucket instead. The old man said, ‘I don’t want a bucket of water; I want a basket of water. You’re just not trying hard enough,’ and he went out the door to watch the boy try again.

At this point, the boy knew it was impossible, but he wanted to show his grandfather that even if he ran as fast as he could, the water would Leak out before he got back to the house. The boy again dipped the basket into the river and ran hard, but when he reached his grandfather the basket was again empty.

Out of breath, he said, ‘See Grandpa, it’s useless!’

‘So you think it is useless?’ The old man said, ‘Look at the basket.’

The boy looked at the basket and for the first time realized that the basket was different. It had been transformed from a dirty old coal basket and was now clean, inside and out.

‘Son, that’s what happens when you read the Qur’an. You might not understand or remember everything, but when you read it, you will be changed, inside and out. That is the work of Allah in our lives.

waallahu'alam... =)

when im upset wif something, i usually will train myself to read Quran even sometime is hard *nafsu*.. even most of the tyme, coz of my sadness, i'll cry while i read it, and i have to spare a box of tissue next to me, but after i read it, i feel so calm. yeah, the problem and the cause of the sadness still there, but when u r seeking for the answer, by seeking help from Allah, Allah grant us wif Sakinah, thats what help us to go thro the obstacles... insyaAllah..

thats life. not every second of it gonna be easy.. its like a perfect day. for a perfect day, it doesnt have to be sunny all day long. coz the perfect day isnt for us only, its for all living things. if there is no rain, then where the plants and animals and also us gonna get water source? so in life, ujian, problems and obstacle is needed to make a perfect day, to teach us the meaning of life!

biOLOgy pApEr 3

alhamdulillah, another paper completed! it was much much much better than chemistry practical i suppose... the Q was on spring onion *we usually use potato strip, but this year, its diff i think...* and the slide is about stem of plant..

i think it was ok... except last nyte was consultation nite for biology, but surprisingly, not a single biology lecturer came to library... so at last we gave up and go up to sleep... at 10 something only.. haha! but as usual, i cant sleep that early. i end up sleep at one, but didnt study before that... huhu.. next morning, so lazy to wake up.. at last i wake up, prepare and went down, quite early lah! then went to lab... i didnt know that in my lab, im the only one from one and half year prog! other than me, all are from one year programme students!

coming up next : Physics paper 3

i arrived at my apartment at 3 something *before that lepak at farah's place la plus had my lunch there* then i take my bath, n sit in front of laptop, planning to study~ haha... just about to start *kononnya la*, my mom sms me and ask if i wanna follow them to go to bagan lalang. of coz i want! so i siap2 n by 5, i was standing downstair waiting for my family..... the tyme wif my family were superb... i donnow why..! hehehe...

we lepak2 at my aunty place, then pegi tepi laut to have our dinner. i ate until the extent i cant eat no more.. haha. so nice~ but tired... then my family sent me back to collage.. =( i went to lib and meet sharlyne *everyone look at me, i think coz i wore so nice to come to library, but i was just too lazy to change first before go to lib..what for??!* then went upstairs, take bath and here i am now..... i wanna study, but i feel so sleepy aedy... hurm??

ok, nyte syg....

narNiA

another long tiring day, wif lack of sleep.. wif the moodswings, my sleep arrangement and so on, the affect? i got headache this evening.. huhu...

i wasnt planning anything today except to cover back my sleep, then study.... the nyte before, farah call and ajak me to go to seremban to watch narnia... at 1st i wanna go, since she s so nice willing to pay for everything, but then i remember that my parents probably gonna come today.... n i cant ask my mom last nyte what tyme they r coming since my mom aedy sleeping that tyme.. so, i have to wake up so early to sms her...... then i ask her should i go to watch that movie... my surprise, she said 'pegi la'. i never knew my mom will suruh me to go.. especially, watch movie at cinema. i thought my parents didnt allow me to go in cinema... haha! *sorry mummy i didnt ask u before, everytime i went out, but then if i did, may be im being a cry-baby...so, should i?* so, i mandi and siap2... so early... my sleep.....

so sorry to say, but i dont like terminal one at all!! even the cinema is so disgusting.. huhu.... but the movie was so damn nice!!! and whats so funny is, we watch Prince Caspian: The Chronicle of Narnia but we cried! haha.. *but not all the way the movie la!* the movie is great and i think i have no regret going today. but next tyme, im not gonna go to terminal one nemore! i rather go to seremban 2...

back from there, it was 3 something, i eat my lunch.... then i got the headache. i cant study... huhu.. i end up sleeping in pain.... terlajak tidur until kul 7 something when my mum sms me n tell they will stuck in Air Hitam coz belt kereta putus... something la.. im not sure what is that... Thanks Allah they realize that before they start their journey!! then farah call me to ajak me to go eat outside.... ok la...i went wif all of them..

so, now, here i am.. didnt study for the whole day, n now, im going to study! have to! ok then.. wanna study! *my back is hurting...* n to all my friends who s starting thier tertiary edu, good luck! try ur best and expect something more than in school coz university life arent the same as secondary, not the same at all!... take care..! to my mum, miss u sooooo much!