Thursday, June 06, 2013

final countdown

this is it.

the dreading 4 years leading to this moment. it is nerve wrecking, but at the same time, I'm looking forward to it. why? eheh, not going to say it now, may be when the result is out :) 8 subjects, 1 month.

I hope I'll survive this. and I sincerely pray, O Allah, please help me, guide me, ease the way.

do pray for me yeah!

Tuesday, June 04, 2013

sweet Honey


shocking enough, i'm out of word the moment I wanted to write this post.

to my dearest Hanisah,
you are one great friend. I'm indeed blessed to know you and the fact that we are BFF (till Jannah insyaAllah) just blows me away.

come to think again on how we started our friendship, it was a funny position. but even back then, when I was alone in that depressing (well, for me kan? hihi) land, you were there for me. all those letters we mailed (including those written DURING exam lol), the phone calls, and dates we had together, always always make me smile.

yes, we dont share as much moments as people might think. and we dont spend as much time as we want to. but to be honest, I cherish each second because somehow, you always know what so say, or what to do, and how to make me love you even more ;) and even when we are miles away, (and the countless failed phonecalls lol) that never push us apart.

I still remember the tears when you told me you are getting married. I was so over the moon happy for you. the realization of my sad luck that I couldn't be with you on your special day was a spoiler. and I know you know we both wish that I will be there for you.

my deepest apology for my absence. but dear, I promise you I wish nothing more but Allah's blessing showers you here and hereafter. may Allah guides the bait muslim you are building. and and and, to your husband-to-be, please do take good care of her and make her fall in love with Allah every day!

Baraka Allahu Lakuma wa baraka alikuma wa jamaah baina kuma fee khair

darling, be a good wife, be a great wife, be extraordinary, be magnificent!

p/s I love you.