Thursday, August 29, 2013


A long due post I'm sure. I'm not writing this for others, but I want to carve the garden within me ^.^

Staring at the hotel ceiling, I can feel the warm beads of water trickling down my cheeks. Not out of sadness, but gratitude InsyaAllah

Lots of thing happened in these short few months. The amount of Allah's blessing received drives me speechless and shocking enough, subhanallah, He is indeed, The Most Gracious Most Merciful. Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah

Let's go stepwise and praise Allah along the way ;)

Alhamdulillah, I survived final year, with a little too much easement. Cliche? Nope! He was there the whole way, guiding and helping me endlessly. I'm not saying final year it's a walk in the park, but He made it livable. At times I feel suffocated with the pressure all around, but soon after, there is the sun, brighter than ever.

Subhanallah Wa bihamdihi subhanallah hil a'zim. I passed my final exam with tremendous amount of His love. I could never ever imagine the outcome better than what He had given me. With all the hassles between books and planning, my mind is blown away by the result, honest. That moment when my friend whatsapp me picture of the result, I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Lots of thanks to my parents and siblings for all the support throughout this tough 4 years! This one is for you - Umi and ayah!!

not to forget, Dila, thanks! you had been such a wonderful friend throughout! and thanks for cooking everyday during my exam time!!! cant thank you enough :') thanks dear, may Allah repay you with His Jannah!

And and and. Alhamdulillah, thank You Allah. The ceremony and the walimah went smoothly. Yes, I've change my status alhamdulillah. For this, I thank my Umi and ayah for making this possible. Was quite sudden, no no, was so sudden hihi. Thanks much for being so supportive, for arranging everything and mostly, for loving me endlessly. Words can't describe how much I love you two :') Not to forget, thank you abi and Umi for everything :) feel deeply blessed alhamdulillah.

For those who had been asking me
 about how I known my husband and how we've met and blablabla, to be honest, not really sure how to answer those questions. And those who asked for pictures, please do message me personally because I'm not a big fan of uploading pictures to public :) and thanks all for the wishes and duaa. Please pray for us!

In a week, I got two titles - Mrs and Dr. alhamdulillah

So, that's most of it. Lot more to share but have to run. Got to go play in the rain, not that I got to do out everyday kan hihi. It's pouring rain here in Seoul. Still waiting for it to stop so I can walk around :)