Monday, March 26, 2007

pHone call..

yesterday, i got to call my best friend!! she had to go to PLKN at Sarawak.. no handphone make me alone here, cannot text message or call i missed her. yesterday, we only got a chance to chat around 10 minutes coz she have a duty what so least i talk to her!!it was wonderful coz i missed her so much. she now become a zebra!!haha.. only afta a week, she got tanned all over her fair skin. Husna, I missed and love ya! its so sad when i have to end up our conversation.. alomost cry but.........

Friday, March 16, 2007

..My yesterday, tomorrow and today..

I was thinking of my future
Looking for the best side
And expecting the worse of all
With the faith of others
But also my own doubts
Scare with the freedom
Happy with the sorrow
Then I realize
How weird my life that day
And how terrific my day is

Early of the starting
I’m standing without aim
Coz I want to share
But I just got to stare
At the blur future
Looking in my hand
And stood there with crystallize water
Sad with the fantasy
Happy with the realistic
Then I know
How lucky my life that day
And how bad my day is

I will struggle to accept the past
Here in future
Not sure am I sad
Nor happy
Coz I had make my life worse
And make my future bright
Satisfied with the outcome
Don’t want the outcome too
Then someone told me
How perfect my life is

I look blindly forward
Now I’m not sure
Did I want these yesterday, today nor tomorrow?
Many others wish they can trade my life with theirs
But I still don’t know
Am I lucky?
Or my life is wonderful
But I didn’t see the bright side of my life?

Friday, March 09, 2007


rEsulT coMinG....afraid? may be.. im not ready to see it yet!!

Monday, March 05, 2007

daily news on CNN!!

staying at home everyday, from 6 a.m. this morning, till 6 a.m. the next morning, people alwayz said its so boring and they will said that they missed school so much. but for me, im not sure if i missed school. those sweet little class, wif the teachers come, teach, n go. i donnow, but for sure, im not ready to step into another education level. i dont want to go to university!!! i know everyone will think im wierd n im sure my parents will not agree wif me. but i just dont want to left this shell yet...can i?i dont like things changing, i love the way it is now. but i know that world is all about changing all the time, every single second. BUT, my mind still cant get used wif the university idea..