Sunday, January 30, 2011


oh, a simple word which carry heavy meaning. easy to say, very hard to do. but that is my aim insyaAllah. i know it is not practical to aim something big, thus what i hope is, a little thing each day. insyaAllah, better than nothing :)

life is not for us to play. its where we fight for the one reason we are here, JANNAH. and it is easy to be deflected from the path, but we have to try hard to stay on it.

sembang dgn kak Mus the other day :)
+mesti kuat lawan syaitan+

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Allah have great plans

the story goes a long way. and im not even sure where to start or what to tell. but i know one thing, they had placed lessons that only now i discover. oh how jahil i am..

i know this one family i think since i was so little. and nothing really outstanding back then. nothing, until i was having problem. and i approach the parents. and they helped me, without any string attached. i mean they just willingly help and guide me. the lesson i learnt from this, that i see now, how wonderful it is to be part of a jamaah. it is a bliss, that i never realize before. i am borned in a jamaah, and only now i see the bright side. oh how jahil i am. Alhamdulillah, thanks Allah for this amazing gift.

i know most probably the family wont read my blog. Allah, thanks for the tarbiyah. i know it took me so long to see, but im glad that at least i finally see it. oh how jahil i am. Alhamdulillah, thanks Allah for the guidance. and im looking forward for more tarbiyah to be a better person insyaAllah.

Tuesday, January 04, 2011

back to land of nowhere

2 weeks past too fast, and now im back to here.. 3.5 years to go, Allah guide me and hold me strong please. oh i miss Malaysia already :S

i must say, been here 1.5 years. seen a lot, experienced so much. India is hard, life here is hard for everyone. when you feel too good of yourself, you can look down and be reminded how lucky you are to be who you are.

to all in Malaysia, thanks for making my holiday so meaningful. thanks for all who came to Gambang. at first i was just asking my mom for a holiday for us, turned out, Alhamdulillah we managed to gather the whole big family of my mom's side :) thanks for my stay in KL too. thanks for wonderful smile in Perlis. and hope to see you all again soon insyaAllah