Thursday, June 30, 2011


penah tak dgr term 'jam melayu'? for sure korg sume penah dgr kan. smpai skrg, ramainye yg still mengamalkan jam melayu ni. macam mana eh term jam melayu ni boley muncul? kenapa melayu? memang melayu ni suka dtg lambat and tak tepati masa ke? cuba2 la lihat kembali diri kita, bila berjanji, selalu on time ke selalu lambat. bila set meeting or perjumpaan, tentatively start pukul 2, tengok la pukul berapa sume orang baru smpai? tak kira la satu dua minit or smpai mencecah kiraan jam.

sye tak mahu bercakap tentang mereka yg lambat atas sebab2 kukuh yg tak dpt dielakkan seperti terlibat dlm kemalangan, atau anak tetiba sakit kena bawak gi jumpa doktor. sye nak fokuskan kpd mereka yg guna jam melayu secara berleluasa atau sengaja. contoh mudah, usrah sye naqibah ckp start pukul 4 ptg. sye fikir, nnt sume ahli usrah sye pun akan smpai lambat. so sye pun bertolak dari rumah sye ke rumah naqibah sye pukul 4. so bayangkan, klu pun rumah naqibah sye tu di sebelah rumah sye, akan smpai tepat pukul 4 tak sye? inikan pula bila rumah naqibah tu at least 10 minutes from rumah sye kan.

daripada situasi itu, jom apply dlm urusan seharian. jam melayu dlm semua perkara. nak gi meeting pun lengah2. assignment (lecturer bg assignment ni seminggu yg lalu) due date lecturer dah specify by 12 noon today kena hantar, pukul 9 pagi sume start la suruh class representative contact lecturer supaya extend due date and all. logik la klu assignment yg lecturer bg tu adalah sebuah thesis yg nak siapkannye makan masa berbulan. tp ini, takat tutorial 10 soalan.

kenapa jadi macam ni? sntiasa suka wat kerja last minute, suka lengah2, janji masa tu tah ke mana-mana. this always happen bila kte tak pandai letak priorities kita di mana. bila kte tak pandai arrange kerja seharian supaya bila mana nak dekat smpai timing sesuatu urusan lain itu, kte dpt be on time. bnyk cara kte boleh try. mmg la hidup ni tak boleh nak revolve around one thing, but if we plan everything nicely, insyaAllah boleh je kan?

and sye akui, hidup ni penuh dgn tanggungjawab, terkejar2 nak siapkan satu urusan demi satu urusan. jgn la cakap sye ni tak considerate, nak sume on time, tak fikir org lain ada bnyk kerja. sungguh sye pun ada kerja dan tanggungjawab. sye faham klu once in blue moon terlambat sbb mmg tak sempat and tak mampu nak be on time. sye faham bila ada kekangan2 yg buat anda lambat. cuma sye rasa, sye dan sume org perlu try our own best, to be on time.

fikir2kan lah. bila kte lambat2 ni, kte melambatkan org lain pulak. org lain yg on time pun ada tanggungjawab lain selepas itu. so jgnlah kita jadi penyebab org lain menjadi pengamal jam melayu jugak, jgn jadi penyebab tumpuan dan fokus orang lain pada prgram or pengisian tika itu lari, jgn kerana kita lambat, hilang semangat org lain yg berkobar2! hilangkan istilah 'jam melayu' tu. tak mahu lagi carry istilah tu umpama slogan hidup pulak!

sungguh, siapa itu melayu kat Malaysia tu? mostly kan muslim kan? so, sebenarnya bila kita lambat or tak menepati masa, image siapa yg kte bawak? kita membawa image Islam tu sendiri. malu lah bila bangsa lain pun boley be on time (bukan takat on time, selalu awal lagi) tp kita Muslim tak boleh kan?

hal ini jugak represent macam mana hubungan kita dgn Allah. di mana solat kita. di awal waktu atau kat hujung2 tika tok bilal tu dah nak pegang microphone nak start azan solat yg berikutnya? mmg, hidup ni bnyk sgt urusan, tp kena la plan supaya dpt solat awal waktu kan? of course Allah priority kita kan. klu kita nak gi tengok movie kat cinema, wah 15 minit sblom dah siap duduk kat dlm teater tu. atau kluu nak naik flight or bus, kan tak boleh lambat? so samalah, dlm solat ke, dlm urusan dunia, bila berjanji atau apa2 jua pun, try our very best to be on time.

الوقت كالسيف ان لم تقطعه قطعك


p/s pesanan ini more to myself. apa yg baik, jadikanlah teladan, apa yg buruk tinggal2kan :)

Wednesday, June 29, 2011


a month to final. lol i wish! A WEEK to final exam. yeah, the heat is here, just around the corner.

and now, not only what you learnt all year long going to be tested, but something much bigger. our faith to Him. remember, all what you earn is not by your works, but by Allah's grace! but that doesnt mean you should stop working and trying to get the best. do your best, to get His blessing. then, tawakkal comes into picture.

what is tawakkal? that is one word which is mentioned in Holy Quran so frequently. and, that is one thing which is not so easy to achieve, but with trust and faith in Him, tawakkal comes :)

make sure your trust, believe, hope and faith is put upon Allah, the Almighty. and believe that He will give you nothing but THE BEST for you. He knows better :)

one of my favourite ayats

حَسْبِيَ اللَّهُ لَا إِلَٰهَ إِلَّا هُوَ ۖ عَلَيْهِ تَوَكَّلْتُ ۖ وَهُوَ رَبُّ الْعَرْشِ الْعَظِيمِ

Allah is sufficient for me, there is no god but He; on Him do I rely, and He is the Lord of mighty power.

do pray for me k :)

Tuesday, June 21, 2011


رَبَّنَا هَبْ لَنَا مِنْ أَزْوَاجِنَا وَذُرِّيَّاتِنَا قُرَّةَ أَعْيُنٍ وَاجْعَلْنَا لِلْمُتَّقِينَ إِمَامًا

watch this video, you wont regret it :) MasyaAllah still love this even after watching it so many time hihi

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Power boost

3 more weeks to finals. Allah I need Your help always.

truly, i dont have the capability to succeed without You. there are millions of words, weird-drugs-name, facts, diseases, symptoms, bacterias, too-many-numbers of dental materials and many more need to be remember. and if you ever think you succeed with your own work, you are just WRONG!

we succeed not of our works, but by grace of Allah :)

so whenever you feel tired, you cant take it anymore or giving up is at the top of your mind, remember Allah count every effort you do and He will give the best for us. so never stop putting your best effort

“And that there is not for man except that [good] for which he strives; and that his effort is going to be seen—then he will be recompensed for it with the fullest [best] recompense; and that to your Lord is the finality”

He never promise success but He say He will give you something much better. He will give you FULLEST RECOMPENSE. sometimes, we always forget to see the bigger picture. we always look and analyze whats in front of you, for all you know that is the biggest picture at the moment. but when you realize ultimately, you will know all those tear, failure and doubt is just small dust on your canvas. we dont know what is the best for us, never were, never are, never will. He know whats best for us, so never give up :) whatever He give you (happiness, sadness, success, failure, test, nikmah) He give those with all His grace and love.

ever heard of 'every cloud has a silver lining' ? that is true, but for me, i believe every cloud has silver linings, as long as we want to look for them :)

Allah Most Gracious Most Merciful

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

wind turbines

last weekend was a great weekend. tired, but it so worth it. thanks to akhawat from Manipal and Karad for the halawatul ukhuwah :) and thanks to Nana for the sharing! hope to meet all of you again soon, bi iznillah. and to Aina, love and miss ya!

oh and new discovery, on the way to Karad from Belgaum, there is one wind farm! it is an amazing feeling when you see those enormous wind turbines spin :) there was a lot of trailer carrying the turbine blades too. at first i thought it was plane wings hihi! oh i love the view of wind farm! you will see how Allah creations are so great. we cant see the wind yet its so powerful to move that ginormous blade. MasyaAllah.

exam schedule is out, and well, 8 days holiday. no comment on that :)

and all the internal marks are out, and ALHAMDULILLAH thanks Allah for your grace!!

cant wait to go back home~

alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah
. together, lets say Praise to Allah :)

Monday, June 06, 2011

you are 22! :)

to my beloved sahabat (dunia wal akhirat insyaAllah )
Ruqaiyyah Annamirah

happy happy birthday
sanah helwah ya ukhti
smoga 6.6.11 bukanlah penanda bertambahnya umur

tp menjadi paradigma kematangan
moga dgn itu, bertambahlah iman dan amal
may Allah shower you with His Blessing and Rahmah

love you much!!
p/s cant say much here, all said in the love letter i hope ;)

Sunday, June 05, 2011

story of life

i have so much in my head, but im not sure how to let it out. i wanted to write on it, but when im on the page, i cant even find any word to start. taking countless deep breath trying to chase away the tears that welling up. but you know that sometime even those frequent batting eyelashes or exhaling frustration, the tears will come.

Allah, i need Your guidance always. He know we cant live alone. that is why He give us family, friends, colleague, housemates, room mates, and any acquaintance for you. these people sent to you by Him, as your comfort, your help and your support. but keep in mind that those COMFORT, HELP and SUPPORT are 100% from Him. and these people deliver it to us.

no one can affect my mood except God - quoted
25 days to university exam. im not sure about my preparation... need to be more serious, i know. hihi.. lets be His warriors and strive for mardhatillah :)

Saturday, June 04, 2011


raindrops and the monsoon always remind me of the first time i arrived here~

1st year, i learnt physiology, biochemistry, anatomy and dental anatomy and histology
but beneath that
what i actually learn was what STUDYING really is
the hours and the books
the tears and the sacrifices
and i also learn how INDIAN learning system
sent out of the class and shouted at in front of the whole class
unpredictable turn of events and the blame is ALWAYS on us

2nd year, and here come pharmacology, pathology, microbiology, dental material, prosthodontics, conservative dentistry
oh 1st year tears shed was nothing compare to this time
and i know, the person who need drugs the most is me
spending days in lab making dentures and torturing phantom head
come back to room with back pain, burn and cuts

alhamdulillah, by Allah's grace
im almost into 3 years
well, final exam first then (pray for me) 3rd year

لَا يُكَلِّفُ اللَّهُ نَفْسًا إِلَّا وُسْعَهَا لَهَا مَا كَسَبَتْ وَعَلَيْهَا مَا اكْتَسَبَتْ رَبَّنَا لَا تُؤَاخِذْنَا إِنْ نَسِينَا أَوْ أَخْطَأْنَا رَبَّنَا وَلَا تَحْمِلْ عَلَيْنَا إِصْرًا كَمَا حَمَلْتَهُ عَلَى الَّذِينَ مِنْ قَبْلِنَا رَبَّنَا وَلَا تُحَمِّلْنَا مَا لَا طَاقَةَ لَنَا بِهِ وَاعْفُ عَنَّا وَاغْفِرْ لَنَا وَارْحَمْنَا أَنْتَ مَوْلَانَا فَانْصُرْنَا عَلَى الْقَوْمِ الْكَافِرِينَ

Allâh burdens not a person beyond his scope. He gets reward for that (good) which he has earned, and he is punished for that (evil) which he has earned. "Our Lord! Punish us not if we forget or fall into error, our Lord! Lay not on us a burden like that which You did lay on those before us; our Lord! Put not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear. Pardon us and grant us Forgiveness. Have mercy on us. You are our Maulâ (Patron, Supporter and Protector, etc.) and give us victory over the disbelieving people

Wednesday, June 01, 2011

green earth

i feel so inferior when i look at the leaves, swinging happily on the tree
they provide for the tree
they serve as shade for human

their life span may be short
but, they remember Allah more than us

they obey Allah to all the ruling

and every second pass with nothing but Zikr Allah