sabar

Ya Allah

di mana letak sabarku
tika mana hati mudah benar mengeluh
pada sikit-sikit ranjau di dunia

Ya Robbi
di mana sandaran sabarku
bila mana hati ini resah gelisah
tidak yakin pada janji-janjiMu

Ya Muhaimin
di mana pasak kesabaranku
tatkala hati asyik gundah gelana
demi manusia2 yang menghampiriku

Ya Aziz
di mana kekuatan sabarku
pabila hati ini tidak patuh
tidak kuat berujiankan nikmat

Ya Rahim
di mana erti sabarku
jika hati tidak tetap
dalam duri dakwah dan tarbiyah

Ya Matin Ya Qawiyy Ya Sobuur
bantulah aku
perkuatkanlah sabarku
perteguhkanlah sabarku
dan berikan aku sabar yg diredhaiMu

5th eid

Sesungguhnya Engkau tahu

Bahwa hati2 ini telah berpadu
Berhimpun dalam naungan cintaMu
Bertemu dalam ketaatan
Bersatu dalam perjuangan
Menegakkan syariat dalam kehidupan
Kuatkanlah ikatannya
Tegakkanlah cintanya
Tunjukilah jalan-jalannya
Terangilah dengan cahayaMu
Yang tiada pernah padam
Ya Robbi bimbinglah kami…
Hidupkan dengan ma’rifatMu
Matikan dalam syahid di jalanMu
Engkaulah pelindung dan pembela
Rapatkanlah dada2 kami
Dengan kurnia iman
Dan indahnya tawakkal padaMu

Ya Robbi bimbinglah kami…

p/s to my dear Zarifah Adilah and Rafika. its been over 4 years we know each other. and it is definitely a bless to have you two as my friends. thanks for everything, those smiles, loves and cares, the tears wiped away and for always holding me up. and im truly sorry for any mistake or flaw on my side. may Allah shower our friendship with rahmah and may He protects this friendship forever. love you much!

snap snap

everyone love pictures. love those cameras. and lots of time spent to frame the smiles. and i know, all these pictures, will be a great reminder, even after years, we can still feel the warmth of the love that day, the joy drawn together and the happiness felt. i admit, i have thousands of pictures with family and friends, and it is such a wonderful feeling to look at them again, especially when the love ones are miles away. those pictures bring tears and smiles!

tetapi...

kadang2 sye terasa lost bila di program, rehlah atau halaqah, sbb sye tak nmpk program dan pengisiannya, kerana sesi bergambar sana-sini memenuhi masa. kadang kala sye rasa kita berkumpul beramai2 itu bukan utk mendapat tarbiyah Allah, tetapi hanyalah memenuhi folder My Pictures dalam komputer masing2. percutian atau gathering bersama keluarga atau sahabat terasa tiada outcome kerana masa yg sepatutnya diluangkan bersama, terlalu dibazirkan mencari 'posing terbaik'. tidak salah bergambar, tetapi lihatlah pada tujuannya dan hadnya.

sungguh, di mana nilai gambar-gambar yg penuh dgn senyuman itu jika sebenarnya tiada pun kenangan yg valuable pada hari itu sendiri? hanya sekadar untuk di-upload di facebook buat tontonan awam? biar mereka lihat betapa gembiranya dan bertuahnya kita? tetapi hakikatnya.... takkanlah mahu hanya ada gambar2 indah tetapi tidak memori indah di minda dan hati?

there is no wrong in wanting the physical memories. i am not denying that. but, try to maximize the emotional and spiritual memories first, then lets embed those into pixels. trust me, you will feel more satisfied, immediate and in long run too!

mereka yg tersayang

peribahasa asal : orang memberi, kita merasa
U : orang memberi, kita membalasnya
A : Allah memberi, kita memakannya
:)

weird rhyme : pakcik makcik pakngah makngah, yang kecik duduk tengah
N : S, buatkan satu pantun utk N?
S : tahi kambing ketul-ketul, N comel
erk!!

Al-Qadar

إِنَّا أَنْزَلْنَاهُ فِي لَيْلَةِ الْقَدْرِ

وَمَا أَدْرَاكَ مَا لَيْلَةُ الْقَدْرِ لَيْلَةُ
الْقَدْرِ خَيْرٌ مِنْ أَلْفِ شَهْرٍ
تَنَزَّلُ الْمَلَائِكَةُ وَالرُّوحُ فِيهَا بِإِذْنِ رَبِّهِمْ مِنْ كُلِّ أَمْرٍ
سَلَامٌ هِيَ حَتَّى مَطْلَعِ الْفَجْرِ

Behold, We revealed this (Qur’an) on the Night of Power.
And what do you know what the Night of Power is?
The Night of Power is better than a thousand months.
The angels along with the Spirit descend in it by the permission of their with all kinds of decrees.
All peace is that night until the rise of dawn.

- mari kejar Lailatul Qadar -

du'a

“ Tiga bentuk doa yang dimustajabkan Allah , doa ibu bapa terhadap anak , doa orang yang berpuasa dan doa orang bermusafir .”

(HR Al-Baihaqi)

when you feel like there is no more hope
when you are deep in despair
raise your hands to Him
pray with all your heart
and let Him shower you
with His uttermost love, grace and mercy

:)

im coming home!

IXG - BOM 22/07 1315
BOM - KUL 22/07 2200
KUL - AOR 25/07 1955

pray for me please!

p/s alhamdulillah, done with the exam :) praying :)

IF

If you can't handle me at my worst, you don't deserve me at my best

p/s normally, 3 days go by so fast. but when you are counting, 3 days feel like forever

sahabat

sungguh
aku insan biasa
punya rasa
punya kecewa

demi
kau juga insan biasa
punya rasa
punya kecewa

tp ukhuwah fillah
yg menyatukan kita
segala kelebihan diadaptasi
dan kekhilafan diperbaiki
bersama kita membina
individu muslim dlm tiap2 jiwa kita

ukhuwah fillah, usrati
tak seharusnya payah
memang kita manusia biasa
yg masih diapit syaitan durjana
tp iman di dada
itulah ikatan kita semua
menjadikan berkasih sayang itu mudah

ukthi
terima kasih kerana menerimaku seadanya
terima kasih kerana mengingati dan menasihatiku selalu
terima kasih kerana sentiasa sabar bersamaku
terima kasih kerana kasih sayang itu

Allah
terima kasih atas sahabat2ku ini
Kau peliharalah mereka dlm rahmat dan hidayahMu
dan tetapkanlah hati2 kami di jalanMu

p/s uhibbukunna fillah

masyaAllah

sungguh, apa yg kita katakan akan diuji. sungguh, jgn mengatakan kau sudah beriman sebelum kau diuji.

TAWAKAL yg digembar gemburkan, tawakal yg sering diperkatakan, dan ramai sungguh yg dgn mudahnye mengatakan 'takpe, tawakal je la'. tp sejauh mana tawakal itu betul2 wujud dlm hatinya? sejauh mana individu itu bertawakal pada Allah dan bukannya tawakal di mulut, tetapi tak-terkawal di hati?


tarbiyah Allah sungguh berat, tp ia datang dgn penuh hikmah dan hikmat. bila tgh depressed, down and stressed out, terjumpa ayat2 cinta Allah. time tu baru tersedar dan terpanggil. sungguh usahaku ini hanyalah supaya Allah menolongku, dan usaha ini bukanlah jaminan utkku meraih kejayaan itu. Allah mmg nak uji prinsip tawakal itu. so lepas tu, sye cuba betulkan niat, sye kena usaha supaya Allah tolong sye. sye baca yg mana mampu, then sye doa sungguh2, moga Allah bantu sye, moga nanti soalan yg keluar tu yg sye boleh jawab.

MasyaAllah, Allah Maha Pemurah Maha Penyayang. sekali keluar long question mmg apa yg sye nak. benarlah bicara sahabatku Mira, bila dlm keadaan macam ni, baru la kte realize apa sebenarnya tawakal dan kita akan cuba nak raih tawakal yg hakiki. Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah for the tarbiyah and His help :)

doa itu benar2lah senjata org Muslim. doa sungguh powerful. thanks Allah for Your help, Your love and Your guidance! and thanks sume yg doakan sye :)

ever heard 'putting yourself in other's shoes'? mmg itu betul, tp certain perkara dan situasi, kita mmg tak akan tahu dan memahaminya selagi kita belum melalui perkara tu sendiri. mmg mudah bila nak nasihat org lain, tp tak semudah itu org yg dinasihati itu akan menerimanya. kerana kita tak tahu, maybe problem yg diceritakan tu sekadar surface je, tp dalam tu bnyk lagi masalah lain yg kita tak tahu. so yes, try putting yourself in other's shoes but remember 'berat mata memandang berat lagi bahu memikul' so please be empathy yet considerate.

p/s alhamdulillah habis 3 theory papers. insyaAllah this week start practical. doakan sye ye :)

pp/s 7th july is my date of birth. this year's birthday is just pure horrible. sigh. Allah, moga ada hikmah disebalik sume ni. im only a human, masih terlalu bnyk khilaf. sahabat2ku, terimalah daku seadanya dan tegurlah sye supaya sye jadi muslimah yg lebih baik.

ppp/s rindu rumah. tak sabarnye nak balik! :)

lub dab lub dab~

final exam II BDS.

July, 7th : Pharmacology
July, 8th : Pathology & Microbiology
July, 9th : Dental Material

RABBI YASSIR WALA TUASSIR WA TAMMIM BILKHAIR

p/s : doakan sye pleaseeeeee.

masa

penah tak dgr term 'jam melayu'? for sure korg sume penah dgr kan. smpai skrg, ramainye yg still mengamalkan jam melayu ni. macam mana eh term jam melayu ni boley muncul? kenapa melayu? memang melayu ni suka dtg lambat and tak tepati masa ke? cuba2 la lihat kembali diri kita, bila berjanji, selalu on time ke selalu lambat. bila set meeting or perjumpaan, tentatively start pukul 2, tengok la pukul berapa sume orang baru smpai? tak kira la satu dua minit or smpai mencecah kiraan jam.

sye tak mahu bercakap tentang mereka yg lambat atas sebab2 kukuh yg tak dpt dielakkan seperti terlibat dlm kemalangan, atau anak tetiba sakit kena bawak gi jumpa doktor. sye nak fokuskan kpd mereka yg guna jam melayu secara berleluasa atau sengaja. contoh mudah, usrah sye naqibah ckp start pukul 4 ptg. sye fikir, nnt sume ahli usrah sye pun akan smpai lambat. so sye pun bertolak dari rumah sye ke rumah naqibah sye pukul 4. so bayangkan, klu pun rumah naqibah sye tu di sebelah rumah sye, akan smpai tepat pukul 4 tak sye? inikan pula bila rumah naqibah tu at least 10 minutes from rumah sye kan.

daripada situasi itu, jom apply dlm urusan seharian. jam melayu dlm semua perkara. nak gi meeting pun lengah2. assignment (lecturer bg assignment ni seminggu yg lalu) due date lecturer dah specify by 12 noon today kena hantar, pukul 9 pagi sume start la suruh class representative contact lecturer supaya extend due date and all. logik la klu assignment yg lecturer bg tu adalah sebuah thesis yg nak siapkannye makan masa berbulan. tp ini, takat tutorial 10 soalan.

kenapa jadi macam ni? sntiasa suka wat kerja last minute, suka lengah2, janji masa tu tah ke mana-mana. this always happen bila kte tak pandai letak priorities kita di mana. bila kte tak pandai arrange kerja seharian supaya bila mana nak dekat smpai timing sesuatu urusan lain itu, kte dpt be on time. bnyk cara kte boleh try. mmg la hidup ni tak boleh nak revolve around one thing, but if we plan everything nicely, insyaAllah boleh je kan?

and sye akui, hidup ni penuh dgn tanggungjawab, terkejar2 nak siapkan satu urusan demi satu urusan. jgn la cakap sye ni tak considerate, nak sume on time, tak fikir org lain ada bnyk kerja. sungguh sye pun ada kerja dan tanggungjawab. sye faham klu once in blue moon terlambat sbb mmg tak sempat and tak mampu nak be on time. sye faham bila ada kekangan2 yg buat anda lambat. cuma sye rasa, sye dan sume org perlu try our own best, to be on time.

fikir2kan lah. bila kte lambat2 ni, kte melambatkan org lain pulak. org lain yg on time pun ada tanggungjawab lain selepas itu. so jgnlah kita jadi penyebab org lain menjadi pengamal jam melayu jugak, jgn jadi penyebab tumpuan dan fokus orang lain pada prgram or pengisian tika itu lari, jgn kerana kita lambat, hilang semangat org lain yg berkobar2! hilangkan istilah 'jam melayu' tu. tak mahu lagi carry istilah tu umpama slogan hidup pulak!

sungguh, siapa itu melayu kat Malaysia tu? mostly kan muslim kan? so, sebenarnya bila kita lambat or tak menepati masa, image siapa yg kte bawak? kita membawa image Islam tu sendiri. malu lah bila bangsa lain pun boley be on time (bukan takat on time, selalu awal lagi) tp kita Muslim tak boleh kan?

hal ini jugak represent macam mana hubungan kita dgn Allah. di mana solat kita. di awal waktu atau kat hujung2 tika tok bilal tu dah nak pegang microphone nak start azan solat yg berikutnya? mmg, hidup ni bnyk sgt urusan, tp kena la plan supaya dpt solat awal waktu kan? of course Allah priority kita kan. klu kita nak gi tengok movie kat cinema, wah 15 minit sblom dah siap duduk kat dlm teater tu. atau kluu nak naik flight or bus, kan tak boleh lambat? so samalah, dlm solat ke, dlm urusan dunia, bila berjanji atau apa2 jua pun, try our very best to be on time.

الوقت كالسيف ان لم تقطعه قطعك

LETS BE A SMART MUSLIM IN EVERYTHING WE DO :)

p/s pesanan ini more to myself. apa yg baik, jadikanlah teladan, apa yg buruk tinggal2kan :)

tawakkal

a month to final. lol i wish! A WEEK to final exam. yeah, the heat is here, just around the corner.

and now, not only what you learnt all year long going to be tested, but something much bigger. our faith to Him. remember, all what you earn is not by your works, but by Allah's grace! but that doesnt mean you should stop working and trying to get the best. do your best, to get His blessing. then, tawakkal comes into picture.

what is tawakkal? that is one word which is mentioned in Holy Quran so frequently. and, that is one thing which is not so easy to achieve, but with trust and faith in Him, tawakkal comes :)

make sure your trust, believe, hope and faith is put upon Allah, the Almighty. and believe that He will give you nothing but THE BEST for you. He knows better :)

one of my favourite ayats

حَسْبِيَ اللَّهُ لَا إِلَٰهَ إِلَّا هُوَ ۖ عَلَيْهِ تَوَكَّلْتُ ۖ وَهُوَ رَبُّ الْعَرْشِ الْعَظِيمِ

Allah is sufficient for me, there is no god but He; on Him do I rely, and He is the Lord of mighty power.
(9:129)

do pray for me k :)

25:74

رَبَّنَا هَبْ لَنَا مِنْ أَزْوَاجِنَا وَذُرِّيَّاتِنَا قُرَّةَ أَعْيُنٍ وَاجْعَلْنَا لِلْمُتَّقِينَ إِمَامًا

watch this video, you wont regret it :) MasyaAllah still love this even after watching it so many time hihi

Power boost

3 more weeks to finals. Allah I need Your help always.

truly, i dont have the capability to succeed without You. there are millions of words, weird-drugs-name, facts, diseases, symptoms, bacterias, too-many-numbers of dental materials and many more need to be remember. and if you ever think you succeed with your own work, you are just WRONG!

we succeed not of our works, but by grace of Allah :)

so whenever you feel tired, you cant take it anymore or giving up is at the top of your mind, remember Allah count every effort you do and He will give the best for us. so never stop putting your best effort

“And that there is not for man except that [good] for which he strives; and that his effort is going to be seen—then he will be recompensed for it with the fullest [best] recompense; and that to your Lord is the finality”
(53:39-42).

He never promise success but He say He will give you something much better. He will give you FULLEST RECOMPENSE. sometimes, we always forget to see the bigger picture. we always look and analyze whats in front of you, for all you know that is the biggest picture at the moment. but when you realize ultimately, you will know all those tear, failure and doubt is just small dust on your canvas. we dont know what is the best for us, never were, never are, never will. He know whats best for us, so never give up :) whatever He give you (happiness, sadness, success, failure, test, nikmah) He give those with all His grace and love.

ever heard of 'every cloud has a silver lining' ? that is true, but for me, i believe every cloud has silver linings, as long as we want to look for them :)

Allah Most Gracious Most Merciful

wind turbines

last weekend was a great weekend. tired, but it so worth it. thanks to akhawat from Manipal and Karad for the halawatul ukhuwah :) and thanks to Nana for the sharing! hope to meet all of you again soon, bi iznillah. and to Aina, love and miss ya!

oh and new discovery, on the way to Karad from Belgaum, there is one wind farm! it is an amazing feeling when you see those enormous wind turbines spin :) there was a lot of trailer carrying the turbine blades too. at first i thought it was plane wings hihi! oh i love the view of wind farm! you will see how Allah creations are so great. we cant see the wind yet its so powerful to move that ginormous blade. MasyaAllah.

exam schedule is out, and well, 8 days holiday. no comment on that :)

and all the internal marks are out, and ALHAMDULILLAH thanks Allah for your grace!!

cant wait to go back home~

alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah. together, lets say Praise to Allah :)

you are 22! :)

to my beloved sahabat (dunia wal akhirat insyaAllah )
Ruqaiyyah Annamirah
happy happy birthday
sanah helwah ya ukhti
smoga 6.6.11 bukanlah penanda bertambahnya umur
tp menjadi paradigma kematangan
moga dgn itu, bertambahlah iman dan amal
may Allah shower you with His Blessing and Rahmah

love you much!!
p/s cant say much here, all said in the love letter i hope ;)

story of life

i have so much in my head, but im not sure how to let it out. i wanted to write on it, but when im on the page, i cant even find any word to start. taking countless deep breath trying to chase away the tears that welling up. but you know that sometime even those frequent batting eyelashes or exhaling frustration, the tears will come.

Allah, i need Your guidance always. He know we cant live alone. that is why He give us family, friends, colleague, housemates, room mates, and any acquaintance for you. these people sent to you by Him, as your comfort, your help and your support. but keep in mind that those COMFORT, HELP and SUPPORT are 100% from Him. and these people deliver it to us.

no one can affect my mood except God - quoted

25 days to university exam. im not sure about my preparation... need to be more serious, i know. hihi.. lets be His warriors and strive for mardhatillah :)

dentistry

raindrops and the monsoon always remind me of the first time i arrived here~

1st year, i learnt physiology, biochemistry, anatomy and dental anatomy and histology
but beneath that
what i actually learn was what STUDYING really is
the hours and the books
the tears and the sacrifices
and i also learn how INDIAN learning system
sent out of the class and shouted at in front of the whole class
unpredictable turn of events and the blame is ALWAYS on us

2nd year, and here come pharmacology, pathology, microbiology, dental material, prosthodontics, conservative dentistry
oh 1st year tears shed was nothing compare to this time
and i know, the person who need drugs the most is me
spending days in lab making dentures and torturing phantom head
come back to room with back pain, burn and cuts

alhamdulillah, by Allah's grace
im almost into 3 years
well, final exam first then (pray for me) 3rd year

لَا يُكَلِّفُ اللَّهُ نَفْسًا إِلَّا وُسْعَهَا لَهَا مَا كَسَبَتْ وَعَلَيْهَا مَا اكْتَسَبَتْ رَبَّنَا لَا تُؤَاخِذْنَا إِنْ نَسِينَا أَوْ أَخْطَأْنَا رَبَّنَا وَلَا تَحْمِلْ عَلَيْنَا إِصْرًا كَمَا حَمَلْتَهُ عَلَى الَّذِينَ مِنْ قَبْلِنَا رَبَّنَا وَلَا تُحَمِّلْنَا مَا لَا طَاقَةَ لَنَا بِهِ وَاعْفُ عَنَّا وَاغْفِرْ لَنَا وَارْحَمْنَا أَنْتَ مَوْلَانَا فَانْصُرْنَا عَلَى الْقَوْمِ الْكَافِرِينَ

Allâh burdens not a person beyond his scope. He gets reward for that (good) which he has earned, and he is punished for that (evil) which he has earned. "Our Lord! Punish us not if we forget or fall into error, our Lord! Lay not on us a burden like that which You did lay on those before us; our Lord! Put not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear. Pardon us and grant us Forgiveness. Have mercy on us. You are our Maulâ (Patron, Supporter and Protector, etc.) and give us victory over the disbelieving people

green earth

i feel so inferior when i look at the leaves, swinging happily on the tree
they provide for the tree
they serve as shade for human
their life span may be short
but, they remember Allah more than us
they obey Allah to all the ruling
and every second pass with nothing but Zikr Allah

MasyaAllah!

Allah is the best of planners

had planned to go to Dandeli for weeks now. but Allah has better plans for us :) He send us raining season to help us decide on whether to go or not to. me and friends been having this argument back and forth to predict when is the raining season starting (lol) since if it is raining season, it will be one dangerous place im sure. His guidance arrived fortunately before we make the reservation and pay deposit! thanks Allah!

Alhamdulillah, trial exam finished. and one lesson i learnt most this time is, Allah has the MOST POWER in everything. principle of tawakal is tested actually during exam time, and i hope i didnt fail in that test! Allah to You i pray and to You i hope :)

“They plan and Allah also plans. And Allah is the best of planners.” (Surah Imraan, verse 54)

guilty

i know im not the greatest friend you could ask for, might not even be that good as well. i do mistakes, i get hurt and at times i hurt people. im still learning and still under His tarbiyah. to annamirah, all i can say is, im sorry. understandable if you want to hate me, and never going to talk to me again.. well, you are not talking to me now already.... i deserve it i know.

anyhow, i admit i did a wrong deed and i cant apologize enough on that. take care dear, and be good. i love you much, always have always will insyaAllah (regardless whatever happen...)

uhubbuki fillah. salam syg dari India.

those time..

i remember those time when i start counting
days to fly back home
luggage packed months before
for the countdown started from the moment i step again in India

i remember those time when i arrive to Malaysia from India
those smiles and the excitements
the laughter and the hugs
no worry at all whats going on back at college
what matters most is now
but time does fly too fast

i remember those time when i have to say goodbye
if only they know how nervous i am each time
for leaving them behind is not what i want to do
the hugs felt different
and the tears fall with the steps
walking thro that lane alone

i remember those time when i arrive to India from Malaysia
with handful of heavy luggage
and arm decorated with scratches all over
from the fights with my sisters
but more that hurt is
the aching felt within
the urge to be back home again

yes i do remember each and every time
due each memory
glistening of eyes

i will be back again
i will go thro those time again
but
Allah placed me here
for He have bigger plans
:)

حَسْبِىَ اللَّهُ لا إِلَـهَ إِلاَّ هُوَ عَلَيْهِ تَوَكَّلْتُ وَهُوَ رَبُّ الْعَرْشِ الْعَظِيمِ
"Allah is sufficient for me. There is no God but He, in Him I put my trust and He is the Lord of the Mighty Throne."

TimE

when time is counted instead of left running by itself
when seconds passed with steps and days are the landmark
thats when you know you are using your time
and not having a moment to spare

exam exam exam, lets strive for the best, for Allah :)

p/s O Allah, please give me barakah in my time and rahmah in my every breath.

homesick lagi

well, bak kata seorg sahabat sye di sini, 'ada ke org boley homesick lebey dari kau?' hihi ampun maaf ye syg klu sye sntiasa la homesick, mesti kau jemu kan dengar? hihi syg kamu! ;))

Allah, protect them and shower them with Your rahmah please. bitter sweet, they are my family and i wouldnt trade them with anything in this world. ayahumimohdmatinnublinadinhannasarahpicah miss you all :))

*exhale* 2 more months. Allah give me strength and courage, give me consistency and knowledge. without You, i dont know where will i find the will to even start my day. Alhamdulillah, thanks Allah :)

5 days to prelims. pray for me!

Honey Chicken

last time, i already asked dila for the recipe when she cooked chicken rice for us. since this dish is very easy to cook, and yummy, so i thought i want to do this again. then i realize i deleted the message containing this recipe so i had to ask Dila, again, for the recipe. to avoid this from happening again, might as well i put it up here hihi :) credit to Dila for the recipe

1. marinate the chicken with ginger and garlic paste (since i already marinated all my chicken but you can just add before frying )
2. fry the chicken until half cooked
3. add garlic and sliced onion (optional), cook till brown
4. add 8 spoons of honey, 2 spoons of soy sauce and 2 spoons of fish sauce (since i dont have fish sauce, i replace it with 1 spoon of oyster sauce)
5. cook for 5-10 minutes under low heat

done :)

Empty Bubbles and The Chosen Ones

Daripada Tsauban ra berkata : Rasulullah saw bersabda : "Hampir tiba suatu masa di mana bangsa-bangsa dari seluruh dunia akan datang mengerumuni kamu bagaikan orang-orang yang hendak makan mengerumuni talam hidangan mereka". Maka salah seorang sahabat bertanya, "Apakah dari kerana kami sedikit pada hari itu?" Nabi saw menjawab, "Bahkan kamu pada hari itu banyak sekali, tetapi kamu umpama buih di waktu banjir, dan Allah akan mencabut rasa gerun terhadap kamu dari hati musuh-musuh kamu, dan Allah akan mencampakkan ke dalam hati kamu penyakit 'wahan'. Seorang sahabat bertanya, "Apakah wahan itu wahai Rasulullah?". Nabi menjawab : "Cinta pada dunia dan takut pada mati".

-HR Abu Daud-

Daripada Abu Hurairah ra berkata : Bersabda Rasulullah SAW : " Islam mula tersebar dalam keadaan dagang (asing). Dan ia akan kembali asing pula. Maka beruntunglah orang-orang yang asing".

-HR Muslim-

Daripada Aisyah ra berkata : "Aku mendengar Rasulullah SAW bersabda : "Tidak akan berlaku hari kiamat sehingga anak seseorang menjadi punca kemarahan (bagi ibubapanya) dan hujan akan menjadi panas (hujan akan berkurang dan cuaca akan menjadi panas) dan akan bertambah ramai orang yang tercela dan akan berkurangan orang yang baik, dan anak-anak menjadi berani melawan orang-orang tua dan orang yang jahat berani melawan orang-orang baik".

- HR Thabrani -

Di akhir zaman, kan Rasulullah dah ckp, umat Islam akan jadi sgt bnyk, umpama buih di laut. buih yg kosong, dipukul ombak kesanasini, and mudah sgt pecah kan? oh sye tak mahu jadi buih di laut. sye mahu jadi golongan yg Rasulullah ceritakan dlm hadis dia yg lagik satu, di mana akan ada satu golongan yg memegang agama seperti menggengam bara api.

hari tu bila keluar shopping dgn ayah kat KL, tgok muda mudi kiri kanan. cara pakaian, tutur kata dan budi bicara. keluar in group lelaki dan perempuan. caci maki dan perkataan tak senonoh tu seperti air yg keluar dari mulut diorg. melepak bergelak ketawa tak hirau keliling. astagfirullah, sye takut dan malu. sye pun muda mudi. sye jugak mereka. tp sye sendiri bnyk cela, masih terlalu perlahan dalam menyampaikan Islam itu pada kalangan sye sendiri :S terasa diri ni jahil sgt. sedih rasa sbb dh nmpk sgt apa yg Rasulullah maksudkan dgn buih2 tu (moga Allah bg kekuatan dan knowledge utk bawa generasi ini kearah kegemilang Islam insyaAllah)

jadi sye tanya ayah sye, knp ramai sgt dah macam ni. ayah sye cakap, "kan mmg Allah dan Rasulullah dah bgtau those the chosen ones (note the S on ones) mmg akan jadi sedikit kat akhir zaman. so bersyukurlah Allah chose you to be in jamaah, ada yg sentiasa membimbing dan menasihati moga2 kita termasuk dlm golongan the chosen ones tu insyaAllah"

ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH thanks Allah for placing me in jamaah, and giving me parents that really understand maratib amal. Ya Allah, peliharalah kami dalam iman, dan jadikanlah kami di antara yg sedikit dan terasing amin~

Oreo Banana Cream Pie

today is a good day, alhamdulillah. made new friends, insyaAllah hopefully the ukhuwah will be beneficial both ways.

will upload the pictures soon, when Nazira send me those pictures ;) and due to the request, here is the recipe for the pie :)



Oreo cookie crust

• 1 1/2 of Oreo biscuit ( around 15 pieces of the cookie sandwich)
• 5 tbsp of melted butter

1. Place the biscuits in a zip-lock bag and press the air out of the bag before sealing it
2. Just crush away with hammer (or any hard things hihi)
3. pour the biscuit in a bowl and add your melted butter, just mix everything together until everything is coated with the butter
4. place the mixture in your pie pan and spread it till you cover the whole bottom of your pan
5. bake for 5-10 minutes at 350F
6. remove and let it cool before pouring the topping

p/s : I applied a layer of white egg on top of the base to prevent the base from become soggy. and i think this recipe can be used for any other type of biscuit too :)

Banana Cream Pie

• 1/2 cup sugar
• 1/2 cup flour
• 1/4 teaspoon salt
• 3 cups milk
• 3 egg yolks, slightly beaten
• 2 tbsp butter
• 1 teaspoon vanilla
• 3 ripe bananas

1. Mix sugar, flour and salt in a sauce pan.
2. Stir in the milk, and cook over low heat, stirring constantly until thickened.
3. Add the egg yolks one at a time, stirring after each addition.
4. Continue to cook the custard, stirring constantly, for around 5 minutes.
5. Remove from heat and stir in the butter, the mashed banana and the vanilla.
6. Let cool for 15 minutes, then pour into the prepared crust.
7. Refrigerate for at least 4 hours, until thoroughly chilled.

p/s serve with whipped cream, if you want. for whipped cream, I just use fresh cream, icing sugar (this to make the whipped cream hold longer outside the fridge) and vanilla. whip the cream until thicken (dont overbeat it - buttery texture means too much beating)

hope this recipe helps :)

sickness

having fever, headache, cold and sore throat. and exam is in 10 days time, and im not ready yet. Allah, give me health and give me ease in this exam pleaseee~

“Tidaklah seorang muslim tertimpa suatu penyakit dan sejenisnya, melainkan Allah akan mengugurkan bersamanya dosa-dosanya seperti pohon yang mengugurkan daun-daunnya”.

(HR. Bukhari no. 5660 dan Muslim no. 2571).

alhamdulillah :)

(155) And certainly, We shall test you with something of fear, hunger, loss of wealth, lives and fruits, but give glad tidings to As-Sabirin (the patient ones, etc.).(156) Who, when afflicted with calamity, say: "Truly! To Allah we belong and truly, to Him we shall return." (157) They are those on whom are the Salawat (i.e. blessings, etc.) (i.e. who are blessed and will be forgiven) from their Lord, and (they are those who) receive His Mercy, and it is they who are the guided-ones.

2:155-157

my dear Camphy

Dear Camphy,

please please please dont give up on me. i need you to stay alive and fully running. so please be good and behave! you had been a great company to me, and i need you to keep being that as long as possible. and my dad doesnt let me to replace you. so please, dont you dare go blank on me or just shut off when im spending time with you. i would like to apologize if i did anything that hurt you or mess up with your brain. i didnt mean any of those. love you much :)

with lot of love,
Nadia






























p/s meet Camphy :P

iron girl

so, 29042011 - 1 year and 4 months having iron smile (someone said that lol), finally when its not there anymore, it feels like the first time i feel the anatomy of my teeth lol. but alhamdulillah, no more crowding and crossbite. the removable retainer will be ready next week. so, well, nobody every told me removing them will be painful lol! i guess the bonding was really good :)

prelims exam in 20 days time, but doesnt feel like it at all! hah, i really need to start studying full speed. Allah, give me strength and istiqamah to study please..

cant wait to go back home..... hihi :))

Burnt Toast

“When I was a little Boy, I remember one day in particular when she had made breakfast. She must have been very tired. My mom placed a plate of eggs, and rather burned toast in front of my dad. I remember waiting to see if anyone noticed.

Yet all my dad did was reach for his toast, smile at my mom, and ask me how was I ready for school. I don’t remember what I replied, but I do remember watching him smear butter and jam on that toast and eat every bite!

When I got up from the table, I remember hearing my mom apologize to my dad for burning the toast. And I’ll never forget what he said: ‘Baby, I love burned toast.’

Later that night, I went to kiss Daddy and I asked him if he really liked his toast burned. He wrapped me in his arms and said, ‘Your Momma works hard day after day and she’s real tired. And besides a little burnt toast never hurt anyone!’ You know, life is full of imperfect things…..and imperfect people. I’m not the best football player either.

What I’ve learned over the years is that learning to accept each other’s faults – and choosing to celebrate each other’s differences – is the one of the most important keys to creating a healthy, growing, and lasting relationship.

We should learn to take the good, the bad, and the ugly parts of your life and lay them at the feet of Allah. Because in the end, He’s the only One who will be able to give you a relationship where burnt toast isn’t a deal-breaker! We could extend this to any relationship in fact – as understanding is the base of any relationship, be it a husband-wife or parent-child or friendship!!”

Allah said:

فَأَلَّفَ بَيْنَ قُلُوْبِكُمْ فَأَصْبَحْتُمْ بِنِعْمَتِهِ إِخْوَانًا

And hold fast, all of you together, to the Rope of Allah (i.e. this Qur'an), and be not divided among yourselves, and remember Allah's Favour on you, for you were enemies one to another but He joined your hearts together, so that, by His Grace, you became brethren (in Islamic Faith), and you were on the brink of a pit of Fire, and He saved you from it. Thus Allah makes His Ayat (proofs, evidences, verses, lessons, signs, revelations, etc.,) clear to you, that you may be guided.[Al-'Imran:103]

Source: http://www.haqislam.org

Banana filling

was looking at the banana and thinking of dunkin donut lol! so start googling recipe for banana filling, most of them is filling for cakes, but i modified and made them. ate the filling with bun, oh its so good :))

6 tbsp. sugar (less sugar if your banana is ripe and sweet enough)
6 tbsp. flour
6 tbsp. butter
pinch of salt
1 cup milk
1 cup mashed bananas
Lemon juice ( a lil)

first just put the sugar, flour, butter, salt and milk in a pot. cook them under low heat until thicken. add the masged banana and the lemon juice. mixed well. ready :))

Alhamdulillah, its so yummy :)

Hail storm

yesterday, i was given a chance to witness hail storm. was praying when suddenly it started raining. at first it was normal. once i finished my Asr prayer, the rain start getting too loud so i look out my window. ice balls are hitting! then i put on something to wear and went down to see the hail storm. quite fascinating i must say. Alhamdulillah :)


its suppose to be summer here! i wonder why and how the ice arrived here.

p/s nikmatnye tarbiyah dan ukhuwah!

6 life lessons

Lesson 1: Naked Wife

A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, “I’ll give you $800 to drop that towel.” After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob.

After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 dollars and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks,…

“Who was that?” “It was Bob the next door neighbor,” she replies. “Great!” the husband says, “Did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?”

Moral of the story:

If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.

Lesson 2

A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp. They rub it and a Genie comes out. The Genie says, “I’ll give each of you just one wish” “Me first! Me first!” says the administration clerk. “I want to be in the Bahamas, driving a speedboat, without a care in the world.” Poof! She’s gone. “Me next! Me next!” says the sales rep. “I want to be in Hawaii,relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life.” Poof! He’s gone. “OK, you’re up,” the Genie says to the manager. The manager says, “I want those two back in the office after lunch.”

Moral of the story: Always let your boss have the first say.

Lesson 3

A priest offered a lift to a Nun. She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg. The priest nearly had an accident. After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg. The nun said,”Father, remember Psalm 129?” The priest removed his hand. But,changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again. The nun once again said, “Father, remember Psalm 129?” The priest apologized “Sorry sister but the flesh is weak.” Arriving at the convent, the nun went on her way. On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said, “Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory.”

Moral of the story: If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a great opportunity.

Lesson 4

A crow was sitting on a tree, doing nothing all day. A rabbit asked him,”Can I also sit like you and do nothing all day long?” The crow answered: “Sure, why not.” So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the crow, and rested.

A fox jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Moral of the story: To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very high up.

Lesson 5: Power of Charisma

A turkey was chatting with a bull “I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree,” sighed the turkey, but I haven’t got the energy.” “Well, why don’t you nibble on my droppings?” replied the bull. “They’re packed with nutrients.” The turkey pecked at a lump of dung and found that it gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree. The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch. Finally after a fourth night, there he was proudly perched at the top of the tree. Soon he was spotted by a farmer, who shot the turkey out of the tree.

Moral of the story: Bullshit might get you to the top, but it wont keep you there.

Lesson 6

A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field. While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Moral of the story:

1. Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy

2. Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend

3. And when you’re in deep shit, it’s best to keep your mouth shut!

source : FunCage.com

Beautiful Sabar

people always say patience is virtue but we never really take time to look into it. until and unless you go thro rough patch or stormy sea with PATIENCE.

to be patience, to not complain, and to endure the tears. not an easy thing to do, but when you put all your hope and faith in Allah, this is when fasobrun jameel comes. it took me a long time to try understanding that beautiful phrase mentioned in Al Quran (12:18)

to achieve fasobrun jameel is not easy. but once you arrive there, it is just beautiful :) keep your intention (niat) lillahi, never stop saying dua' to Him, hold your faith on Him and put your trust in Him.

seronoknya berukhuwah kerana Allah

before2 this, never really see this. it is so wonderful, so peaceful and just easier than other friendships. but not to forget the responsibilities which come under the name of UKHUWAH. yes it is a haven feeling to be in one, but remember that you will one day be asked upon it.

im just so glad to have a great support system, loving family and wonderful friends.

thanks to them for loving me, remind me when im wrong, guide me when im lost, hold me when i break, nurture me when im down :)

thanks Allah for giving them to me, thanks Allah for guiding our loves :)

p/s missing home so much.

picture credit : www.city-data.com/forumphotography-contests/554117-fe...st-2.html

understanding PRAYER

after googling to find the bacaan dalam solat with the meaning, and go all over trying to find them, most of the webpage only write the meaning, without the exact dua. so i go to further extend, finding here and there, editing and all, here go the reading and the definition. and feel free to correct me if im wrongg anywhere. and the dua, there is a lot of version and way to read them, but i chose the one i used to use :)

1. Doa iftitah

Allahu akbar kabeera walhamdu lillahi kathira wasubhanallahi bukrataw wa'asila. wajjahtu wajhiya lilladzi fatharas samaawaati wal ardha haniifan musliman wamaa ana minal musyrikiin. Inna salaati wa nusukii wa mahyaayaa wa mamaatii lillaahi rabbil ‘aalamiin. Laa syariikalahu wa bizdaalika umirtu wa ana minal muslimin.

Allah Maha Besar dan segala puji bagi Allah dengan banyaknya. Maha suci Allah sepanjang pagi dan petang. Aku hadapkan wajahku bagi Tuhan yang mencipta langit dan bumi, dengan suasana lurus dan berserah diri dan aku bukan dari golongan orang musyrik. Sesungguhnya solatku, Ibadatku, hidupku, matiku adalah untuk Allah Tuhan sekelian alam. Tidak ada sekutu baginya, demikian aku diperintahkan, dan aku adalah termasuk kedalam golongan orang-orang yang berserah diri.

2. Al- Fatihah

Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahiim. Alhamdulillaahi rabbil’aalamin Arahmaanirrahiim Maaliki yawmiddiin Iyyaaka na’budu wa iyyaaka nasta’iin Ihdinash shiraathal mustaqiim Shirathal ladziina an’amta alaihim gahiril maghdhuubi’alaihin waladh dhaalliin Aaamiin

Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang. Segala puji bagi Allah yang memelihara sekalian Alam Yang Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang Yang merajai hari pembalasan Hanya kepada-Mu kami menyembah dan hanya kepada-Mu saja kami mohon pertolongan Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus Jalan mereka yang Engkau beri ni’mat, bukan jalan mereka yang engkau murkai dan bukan pula jalan mereka yang sesat. Kabulkanlah permohonan kami, ya Allah!
3. Ruku'

Subhaana rabbiyal azhimi wa bihamdih

Maha Suci Tuhanku lagi Maha Agung dan segala puji bagiNya
4. Doa ketika I'tidal

Sami’allaahu liman hamidah. Rabaanaa walakal hamdu.

Maha mendengar Allah akan pujian orang yang memuji-Nya. Ya Tuhan kami, untuk-Mu lah segala puji.

5. Sujud

Subhaana rabbiyal a’la wabihamdihi

Mahasuci Tuhanku Yang Maha Tinggi dan segala puji bagiNya

6. Duduk antara dua sujud

Rabbighfirlii, warhamnii, wajburnii, warfa’nii, warzuqnii, wa’afinii, ( wa’fu’annii. )

Wahai Tuhanku, ampunilah aku, rahmatilah aku, cukupilah aku, angkatlah darjatku, berilah aku rezeki, sehatkanlah aku, dan maafkanlah segala kesalahanku

7. Duduk tahiyat

At tahiyyaatul mubarakatussalawaatut toyibaatu lillah Assalaamu’alaika ayyuhan nabiyyu wa rahmatullaahi wa barakaatuh Assalaamu’alainaa wa’ala ibaadillahis shaalihiin Asyhadu anlaa ilaaha illallaah, wa asyhadu anna Muhammadan ‘abduhu wa rasuuluh

Segala kehormatan , segala kurnia, segala ucapan pengagungandan pujian hanyalah milik Allah, begitu pula segala do’a dan semua yang baik-baik. Salam sejahtera untukmu wahai para Nabi, dan rahmat Allah serta barakah-Nya. Salam sejahtera untuk kami dan untuk para hamba Allah yang saleh. Aku bersaksi bahwa sesungguhnya tidak ada Tuhan selain Allah, dan bahwa sesungguhnya Muhammad adalah hamba Allah dan Rasul-Nya

Allaahumma shalli ‘alaa Muhammadin wa’alaa aali Muhammadin, kamaa shallaita ‘alaa Ibraahim wa’alaa aali Ibrahim, wa baarik ‘alaa Muhammadin, kama baarakta ‘alaa Ibrahiima wa’alaa aali Ibraahima, fil ‘aalamiina innaka hamiidun majiid.

Ya Allah, berilah shalawat kepada Muhammad dan keluarga Muhammad, sebagaimana Engkau telah memberi shalawat kepada Ibrahim dan keluarga Ibrahim, dan berilah berkat kepada Muhammad dan keluarga Muhammad, sebagaimana Engkau memberi berkat kepada Ibrahim dan keluarga Ibrahim. Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha terpuji lagi Maha Mulia.

there, i hope my post is helpful insyaAllah

p/s Allah, ringankanlah solatku dengan Khusyu'

references :

http://www.baitulummah.org/web/?p=141

http://www.scribd.com/doc/3147156/Panduan-SolatSembahyang-Cara-NabiRasulullah-saw

metaplasia

oh tomorrow is second internal, and im not studying as much as i suppose to! hah, what a lazy kid.

woken up by screaming and blasting of music, officially Holi. splash of colors sure made them go crazy :) and im stuck in my room pretending to study :)))

yet another family gathering at Cameron Highland this week and as always, i missed it since im here and they are there :S but one thing i realize, if im not the one taking picture during any trip, holiday or gathering, there is just no pic lol! no wonder i hold the responsibility of keeping family pictures in my laptop lol.

okay, lets get this 2nd exam over with. bittaufiq wannajah insyaAllah :)

p/s : with every patience and test, there is blessing and smile :) perseverance (:

i'm me

it is merely endeavor and little of mathematics : be صالحة to get صالح husband

another round of applause

take a bow, and start laughing at your disgusting habits and behaviors. i honestly has nothing to say to you all because i know that forever you cant change. not saying im flawless but at least i try everyday to be better. shame on you all.

so 20 days to 2nd internal. get ready for tears storm and depression lol. opening the Pharmac textbook, feel like dying already. O Allah, give me courage give me strength and give me wisdom to strive for the best insyaAllah

missing home even more :(

kid at heart OR childish

they act like they are 12, jumping around in the class. im not sure which category they belong to...


enough about them. im not sure why, every day i wake up, go to class, come back.... i keep thinking that i want to go back home, NOW. is this the worse homesick ever or what!

i suppose to call my dad since few days ago, keep on forgetting to do so till it is a bit too late, i mean the timing. and just now i manage to call my dad and talked to my mom too. they are all in my grandparents' place till this weekend :) oh oh i miss home more :S

improvize

oh, a simple word which carry heavy meaning. easy to say, very hard to do. but that is my aim insyaAllah. i know it is not practical to aim something big, thus what i hope is, a little thing each day. insyaAllah, better than nothing :)

life is not for us to play. its where we fight for the one reason we are here, JANNAH. and it is easy to be deflected from the path, but we have to try hard to stay on it.

sembang dgn kak Mus the other day :)
+mesti kuat lawan syaitan+

Allah have great plans

the story goes a long way. and im not even sure where to start or what to tell. but i know one thing, they had placed lessons that only now i discover. oh how jahil i am..

i know this one family i think since i was so little. and nothing really outstanding back then. nothing, until i was having problem. and i approach the parents. and they helped me, without any string attached. i mean they just willingly help and guide me. the lesson i learnt from this, that i see now, how wonderful it is to be part of a jamaah. it is a bliss, that i never realize before. i am borned in a jamaah, and only now i see the bright side. oh how jahil i am. Alhamdulillah, thanks Allah for this amazing gift.

i know most probably the family wont read my blog. Allah, thanks for the tarbiyah. i know it took me so long to see, but im glad that at least i finally see it. oh how jahil i am. Alhamdulillah, thanks Allah for the guidance. and im looking forward for more tarbiyah to be a better person insyaAllah.

back to land of nowhere

2 weeks past too fast, and now im back to here.. 3.5 years to go, Allah guide me and hold me strong please. oh i miss Malaysia already :S

i must say, been here 1.5 years. seen a lot, experienced so much. India is hard, life here is hard for everyone. when you feel too good of yourself, you can look down and be reminded how lucky you are to be who you are.

to all in Malaysia, thanks for making my holiday so meaningful. thanks for all who came to Gambang. at first i was just asking my mom for a holiday for us, turned out, Alhamdulillah we managed to gather the whole big family of my mom's side :) thanks for my stay in KL too. thanks for wonderful smile in Perlis. and hope to see you all again soon insyaAllah

car ride and smiles

exam is coming in less than a month, yet im lost with the pace. i wonder when will i manage to say put on the pace and study lol.

was so depressed these few weeks. but last friday was a change. being in friendship so freely, seen another side of Belgaum i never knew too. credit to my friend ;)) hihi

and Hanisah just told me she will be back when im in malaysia. im soooooo happy. thanks dear ;) cant wait to spend time with you :))

and, a long due picture, here it is :D

love Him

Dalam satu hadis, Rasulullah SAW pernah bersabda :

"Sesungguhnya Allah SWT jika mencintai seorang hamba, maka Dia memanggil malaikat Jibril dan berkata: "Wahai Jibril, aku mencintai orang ini maka cintailah dia!" Maka Jibril pun mencintainya, lalu Jibril mengumumkannya kepada seluruh penduduk langit dan berkata: "Wahai penduduk langit, sesungguhnya Allah mencintai orang ini, maka cintai dia." Maka seluruh penduduk langit pun mencintainya. Kemudian orang itu pun dicintai oleh segenap makhluk Allah di muka bumi ini." (Hadis Riwayat Bukhari)