heavy heart

dh lama sgt tak menulis. tp hati terasa berat, sedih sgt.
tahu sini bukanlah tempat yg patut utk bercerita.
tp..

feeling down for days now.
smiling to feed the blindness of people.
while everything inside is in vain.

feeling empty.
trying to make sense of things.
end up with nothing but confusion and pain.

sorry for my imperfection.

and i go to sleep with tears again tonight.