Funeral??

no one died okay? just me being sad. after 3 days being sad n trying to regain myself esteem, here i am, posting a new post on blogger. So, the scholarship.......no need to tell, but the ending is not good, but i already get over it. just now, i have to make decision, wise one.

dentistry, pharmacy, or chemistry?!!?

so confuse to decide! owh..help me!!! i really need others thought and opinion..

pimple

1st time i have cute little pimple!!! Hanisah, now i know what is pimple..kinda weird but its small, nobody can really see it.. haha! but whateva it is, i have pimple!!! hahahah. i dont know why im so happy coz usually girls will upset n worried over a pimple.. am i normal or what??!!

stay-at home mother's work worth $138095 a year, believe it?

NEW YORK (Reuters) - If the typical stay-at-home mother in the United States were paid for her work as a housekeeper, cook and psychologist among other roles, she would earn $138,095 a year, according to research released on Wednesday.

This reflected a 3 percent raise from last year's $134,121, according to Salary.com Inc, Waltham, Massachusetts-based compensation experts.

The 10 jobs listed as comprising a mother's work were housekeeper, cook, day care center teacher, laundry machine operator, van driver, facilities manager, janitor, computer operator, chief executive officer and psychologist, it said.

The typical mother puts in a 92-hour work week, it said, working 40 hours at base pay and 52 hours overtime.

A mother who holds full-time job outside the home would earn an additional $85,939 for the work she does at home, Salary.com.

Last year she would have earned $85,876 for her at-home work, it said.

wow! i never know what i am doing now at home worth that much. even i am not a mom yet, but i still have to keep the house - housekeeper, cook - cook, take care of my sis- day care centre teacher, do the laundry - laundry machine operator, watch telly - supervisor, and so much more.. hahah!! thanks Mummy for doing all those works all these time. so, thats meaning fully housewife isnt a low-class job!!

KL...

Last wednesday, i went to KL and i stayed at my grandma home. At first, it was damn bored coz all my plans went wrong. i cant go to Sepang coz my aunty said something came up. So, i stucked at my grandma home doing nothing, wif no internet. Then, my best friend had to work all days in that week. God, i waste my time and money by going to KL.

But then, my best friend takes a day off, on Monday. i was so HAPPY!! i met her at STAR Bandaraya. We both wore pink dress! Cute huh? Our first place was SOGO coz i want to look for a handbag. But there, we just look a while before we stop at MAC booth to look out for foundation. After that, we just went out to Pertama Complex, surveying handphone.

Then, we walk to the nearest station n went to KLCC. There, we went for PIZZA HUT first coz we were hungry. After that, we went around KLCC look for handbag n foundation plus a book. After our hands had changed into various colors of foundation, we went to Ampang Mall, as a subsequence to find the book. After that, we had a short stop at KL sentral to do our prayer then head off to MidVal. Believe me, by that time, our legs hurt but since the mission not accomplished yet, we still in the search. MidVal is damn big! Lastly we found a cute pink handbag at Girl and no hesitate, I bought that.

Then we decided to call it a day. Took a comuter on different tickets, but in the comuter, we decide to go to my grandma home. Eventhough her ticket is just until Bank Negara, we decide to go off recond and stop at my station. Luckly the manual gate was open, easy for us to sneak out. We spend the evening chatting at my grandma home before we both went back to the station. She went back to her home and I went to Shah Alam, to my mum and sleep at Concorde!

Honey, that’s a wonderful day even Im tired at the end of that day. We enjoy each other, right? Wish we can hang out again. I love to hang out wif my best friends, coz I can hold their hand with no worry! Haha.

How much i spend that day? i dont want been called a nerd by keeping my spend on record so i just conclude my spend that day as A LOT!!

eat these and dont eat that

THE ENEMIES LIST
Soda, fruit juice, and sports drinks Not only are they sugary, they're acidic, and that creates a perfect home for the bacteria that cause cavities and gum disease -- especially if you tend to sip on one or another of these drinks all day (who, us?). Acid-neutralizing saliva just can't keep up. The realistic fix Nobody's saying go cold turkey but for all-day swigging, choose water. Reserve these pick-me-ups for once-a-day use. And buy some straws -- sipping through them (try this trick) shrinks teeth-exposure time.

Sticky stuff We're not just talking gooey caramels or fruit rollups. Bread, crackers, chips, sweet rolls, and other refined carbohydrates are nearly as likely to cling to teeth as a Tootsie Roll -- and they hang on for at least 20 minutes. Not good.The realistic fix. Try to say no to sticky sweets and carbs when you can't brush afterward. Alternatively, slosh some water around in your mouth or chew a stick of sugarless gum that's sweetened with xylitol. The gum helps remove sticky food particles from your teeth, and xylitol curbs cavity causers and increases healthy saliva.

YOUR SMILE'S BEST FRIENDS

Cheese, please. Eating a bit of cheddar (or whatever) at the end of a meal helps protect teeth. It stimulates the production of cleansing saliva, plus the calcium in cheese helps harden teeth.

Crunchy things Crisp apples, celery and carrots are nature's little toothbrush alternatives. Not only do they help rid your mouth of food particles but their rough, fibrous texture actually scrubs away as you chew, slightly brightening your smile.

Have a cupp a Drinking tea after eating can help destroy the germs that cause cavities, gum disease, and phewy breath. That goes for both green and black teas.

Shiitake mushrooms These delicate, delicious flavor-boosters contain lenitan, a plant substance that's anything but a lightweight: It fights both tooth plaque and the bacteria that live in it.

i found it on Yahoo. nice huh? apply it! ceh, im advising like im a dentist or something. may be lastly i got the spirit of dentistry after the interview!

interview

It was two busy days.

2 April

I went to school, meeting the counselor to ask about interview ethical. Met a lot of my teachers! Making me awkward and wanna leave as soon as possible!! Rushing for town, cook at home and what not. Then I had to study, because everybody told me there will be a test. Believe me, I read all those things on dentistry, including the teeth structure!! So bored coz it just full of info that had to be memorized. Busy day! And tired one too!

3 April

Today is a big day! I wake up so early, take bath and get dresses. Then, I went to Poli. I was damn nervous. I had to wait in a room, the room already almost full so I have no choice but to sit in the middle of boys. Then, I had to sit for personality test. Damn it, 200 questions in 30 minutes?! I just blacken the answer quickly. I read 10 questions at once and answer the 10 answers without looking back at the questions! Ha-ha. Even I didn’t know what I had answered. Then, again, I had to wait in the room. This time, I was really nervous, like my heart want to pop out! Waiting, I tried to scribble some sentences for the debate. Then, when my name and three others been call, I want to run away from there! Damn scared. Then, I had a boy partner, for the debate. ‘Students eat too much junk food these days’ the topic and I have to disagree wif that! How the hell I want to disagree when the topic is a fact! Then, we just had given 5 minutes to come out with the point! At that time, nothing come across in my mind! The interviewers are a man and a woman. When the 1st and 2nd is talking, the woman didn’t look up, she busying checking our file. But suddenly when I was talking, she stops doing what she doing and listen to me. God, she made me more nervous. I don’t know what I was saying. Then, when I run out of idea, I just said, thank you! I had no idea!! Ha-ha. Then, when the 4th person talking, I didn’t really listen what she was saying, what her points coz I thought that’s it, after her, its done. But suddenly the man asks if anyone from my team want to add something. My partner put up his hand while I just mumbling alone coz I don’t know what to say else. But the man said, “ Yes no. 2, want to add something?”. I didn’t prepare anything! Then I ask him, “ You want me to rebut her points?”, he said, “ Up to you, the floor is yours!” then the woman laugh lightly. In my mind ‘ what the hell I’m going to say?”. Then again, I was saying nothing, I don’t know what came out off my mouth. These times, the woman listens to me intently. She even added, “ I don’t think KFC is selling junk food,” and then I reply something and the man asks something, and I said something! Is it a horrible one? I wanna cry!!

pHone call..

yesterday, i got to call my best friend!! she had to go to PLKN at Sarawak.. no handphone make me alone here, cannot text message or call her..how i missed her. yesterday, we only got a chance to chat around 10 minutes coz she have a duty what so ever..at least i talk to her!!it was wonderful coz i missed her so much. she now become a zebra!!haha.. only afta a week, she got tanned all over her fair skin. Husna, I missed and love ya! its so sad when i have to end up our conversation.. alomost cry but.........

..My yesterday, tomorrow and today..

Yesterday
I was thinking of my future
Looking for the best side
And expecting the worse of all
With the faith of others
But also my own doubts
Scare with the freedom
Happy with the sorrow
Then I realize
How weird my life that day
And how terrific my day is

Today
Early of the starting
I’m standing without aim
Coz I want to share
But I just got to stare
At the blur future
Looking in my hand
And stood there with crystallize water
Sad with the fantasy
Happy with the realistic
Then I know
How lucky my life that day
And how bad my day is

Tomorrow
I will struggle to accept the past
Here in future
Not sure am I sad
Nor happy
Coz I had make my life worse
And make my future bright
Satisfied with the outcome
Don’t want the outcome too
Then someone told me
How perfect my life is

I look blindly forward
Now I’m not sure
Did I want these yesterday, today nor tomorrow?
Many others wish they can trade my life with theirs
But I still don’t know
Am I lucky?
Or my life is wonderful
But I didn’t see the bright side of my life?

rEsult

rEsulT coMinG....afraid? may be.. im not ready to see it yet!!

daily news on CNN!!

staying at home everyday, from 6 a.m. this morning, till 6 a.m. the next morning, people alwayz said its so boring and they will said that they missed school so much. but for me, im not sure if i missed school. those sweet little class, wif the teachers come, teach, n go. i donnow, but for sure, im not ready to step into another education level. i dont want to go to university!!! i know everyone will think im wierd n im sure my parents will not agree wif me. but i just dont want to left this shell yet...can i?i dont like things changing, i love the way it is now. but i know that world is all about changing all the time, every single second. BUT, my mind still cant get used wif the university idea..

Top 10 romantic getaways

1. Islands of Hawaii
2. Paris
3. Caribbean
4. Venice
5. Tahiti
6. Greece
7. Jamaica
8. San Francisco
9. Monterey Peninsula
10. New York City

ehm, where is Malaysia?! Haha..

Top 20 bloom sprouting (flower!)

the ranking of top 20 in most famous flower and most attractive! (Sexy)

1. Roses (loVe)

2. Orchid ( a belle)

3. Iris ( My compliments )

4. Calla Lily ( Purity )

5. Sunflower ( pure thought)

6. Amaryllis ( splendid beauty )

7. Tulip ( Declaration of love )

8. Carnation ( Pride and beauty )

9. Hydrangea ( Heartlfelt )

10. Birl of Paradise ( Joyfulness )

11. Chrysanthemum ( Fidelity )

12. Daffodil ( Chivalry )

13. Tiger Lilly ( I dare you to love me )

14. Anthurium ( Hospitality )

15. Peony (Bashful )

16. Lilac ( Youthful innocence )

17. Gerbera Daisy

18. Anemone ( Anticipation )

19. Aster ( Patience )

20. Stargazer Lily

FamILy gAthEring..

30 December 2006
I went to Port Dickson with my uncle and arrive at our.. im not sure is it a hotel or a resort.. at 12 noon. we settled down and then i met my family, uhu dad and mom after almost 2 weeks. then we just rest at our room and i watch everybody else eat their lunch.. i am FASTING!! at 530 pm, we got a telematch and its was an enjoyful game which make all family members enjoy each other.. there, 6 families gather for that holiday trip. I didnt win any game but my mother and my brother did. then, its time to eat!! 830 pm, we had a barbecue together.. huhu, uncle Daanish ate a lot!! haha..

31 December 2006
early in da morning, i had to wake up and take bath. we went for AidilAdha solat at the nearest mosque. then, my family went to my dad's friend's house. after that, we went to my auntie's sister's home at Kuala Pilah and have kind of party there. at 400 pm, we went back to Port Dickson. we then go to seaside.

1 January 2007
We went to A Famosa Water Theme Park. it was great but at the end of the day, i catch a cold!! waa.. then we went back to KL. have a sleep there at my aunt home.

dRiVinG

yesterday, my aunt start teaching me driving. wow, first time on wheel, the feeling was amazing. i felt i have the power coz im the one who controling it. then, i felt like i just controling a toy car coz i didnt feel real, its just like dreaming. Oh God, if my dad know, he will be mad at me.. and today i didnt get the chance to drive again coz we went out to Jusco and its already late when we arrived at home..huhu.. i can drive now!! illegally.. haha

Away

Im at kl.. back to kl.. and God, Husna is having bad fever and im so worry. is she going to be fine? Lord, plz give Husna great health so we can continue our 'pengabdian' towards You!

4tH dAys

prepare to go home! :)

3Rd dAy

pack my stuffs and prepare to go to Cameron! huhu, its so cold up there! during day, its 17 degree centigrade. by night, its so so cold!!! i went to find pink roses!! so cute!

2nd Days

still in Concorde but i went to my Opah's house and i am so happy, i get a chance to watch tv!! wakaka...

1st dayZ

I arrived at Concorde Hotel at 5 p.m. and the hotel is quite cool. we staying at junior suite but still crowded with 10 of us! nothing special today coz i was so bored. there is no lap top neither do internet! the room was so chilling. huhu!

I mIsS YoU!

I miss you,
I miss you're smile,
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while

And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow,
My heart won't let you go,
And I need you to know,

I miss you,
Shalalalala,
I miss you

Hannah Montana