..My yesterday, tomorrow and today..

Yesterday
I was thinking of my future
Looking for the best side
And expecting the worse of all
With the faith of others
But also my own doubts
Scare with the freedom
Happy with the sorrow
Then I realize
How weird my life that day
And how terrific my day is

Today
Early of the starting
I’m standing without aim
Coz I want to share
But I just got to stare
At the blur future
Looking in my hand
And stood there with crystallize water
Sad with the fantasy
Happy with the realistic
Then I know
How lucky my life that day
And how bad my day is

Tomorrow
I will struggle to accept the past
Here in future
Not sure am I sad
Nor happy
Coz I had make my life worse
And make my future bright
Satisfied with the outcome
Don’t want the outcome too
Then someone told me
How perfect my life is

I look blindly forward
Now I’m not sure
Did I want these yesterday, today nor tomorrow?
Many others wish they can trade my life with theirs
But I still don’t know
Am I lucky?
Or my life is wonderful
But I didn’t see the bright side of my life?