yesterday, i met my family!!!! all my lil sister came and serang my collage, even my grandma also came, plus my two lil cousins... haha.. they wanna see my apartment aso, so i brought them upstairs since im going back up to pack my stuff, my mom ajak me to spend the nyte at my opah's place *i wont miss it for anything in the world* ... while i was packing my stuff, those kids playing wif my thingy... haha. so, by the tyme we settle in the car and head to nilai to find our lunch, lots of my friend aedy sms me and ask am i going back... n how cute ur lil sisters r... so, the conclusion, lotsa people had saw my family.. kekeke... *of coz, they all follow me to cafe, i went there to call my dad who went there to read the newspaper, and they wanna follow aso, so....*
we went to eat at McDonalds coz we donnow where is the best place to eat here as i never eat outside from coll, so the easiest, fast food! *plus everyone is starving! hehe* then we went to Giant coz i wanna buy lotsa stuff... i take a lot, and so sad, i still forgot some of my things that i need to buy such as beras, peanut butter, jam, and so on.. i forgot .... but the total of all my stuff, almost 200... huhu...! thanks a lot Mummy for paying.... :)
then we went to my opah's place at kepong. arrived there, i met my brothers as well.. hehe... how ever complicated all my siblings are *as in their behaviors..haha!* i still love being wif them even sometime, the kids drive me crazy... they r my family, of coz!! at 6pm, i eat nasik wif real lauk!!! *thats what we call real food, home!* after almost two weeks eating bread only! *sgt sedap, my bro yg masak lauk! kekeke, cam tak caya sbnrnya* so, after playing around wif those kids until like 8 pm something, i went inside the room, planning to do biology past year... i did it, 3 Qs then i felt asleep... hahaha... what can i do, i cannot tahan anymore... so tired plus 3 hours sleep only the previous nite... so, i slept just for 30 minutes before my aunty came and my sister wake me up to meet my aunty... huhu... so, i have to wake up, and what tyme i hit the bed back??? 12 something... by the tyme i felt asleep, i think its almost one.... then. at 545 am, my mom wake up aedy.... *so, 3+5 = 8 hours sleep* coz we plan to start our journey early...my parents is in johor now. they sent me back this morn, then went straight to johor....
arrive at my coll, it was so quite...... morning in KTT~ heheh... so sad seeing the car getting far and far and far...... i wait till i cant see them nemore, then i went up. arranging all my stuff, then continue study... huhu... until 11 something i guess, my eyes cant take it nemore. so i slept again, but just for an hour i think.. the noise wake me up.... huhu........then i was back studyin more... so bored.. but what is so damn great? my mom brought me the harumanis!! skang musim dia, i didnt know that... i miss harumanis so much.. n its taste so wonderful!!!! =)
n now, i really need to sleep...... 8 hours sleep in 72 hours is not good!!! so...... nyte2... *if i still hv my laptop tomoro, i'll continue again k!*
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Friday, May 30, 2008
CheMy Pap3r 2
i barely sleep last nyte n now, i feel so.......... indescribable....
ok, i was planning to sleep early so i will wake up early and study..... so, i switch of laptop and go to bed at 1130. i try to sleep.... so lots of noise from everywhere.... plus i think im used to sleeping late, staying up, so, last nyte, i cant sleep, not until 2 am.. so, how long i sleep last nyte? 3 hours only... i wake up at 5 something, then continue doing past year, then study... hahah! study at 5 in the morning?! i never ever did that...at 1st i cant think of anything, may be coz of lack of sleep... then slowly i manage to 'regain' my brain function.... huhu... then study and study and study until 8 am. i was so damn nervous...
the paper? how was it.... hurm... the first glance at it, i was like, damn! then i just answer it, coz i know, by hook o by crook, i have to answer it.. but i skip many Qs then come back to that particular Q when i finish trying to answer all the Q. i dont know... i can answer some, i cant manage some.... anyhow, alhamdulillah, i still can answer all the Qs even wif some 'cute' guess. haha.. now im worried on my chemy paper...... can i make up for the lost i made in paper 3? i hope so! please Allah....
coming up next : biology 3 (practical)
i hope its gonna be sort of easy as the other batch's Q, coz i cant screw my practical anymore... huhu... Allah, give me knowledge, give me Sakinah n give me success.... after exam, i saw her, n for God's sake, why is she ignoring me...... suddenly... i thought we r ok aedy...? hurm... so sad...im arriving at a point of ignoring her too, coz i had done alot plus lowering my ego to pujuk her even its not me the only one that is on the wrong side.... huhu... i dont know!! when people will start to care about me?!? hurm... i guess never...its ok. coz even when they didnt really care, i try my best to spread my love and care to all my friends. give the world the best, and the best of the world will come back to u. insyaAllah!
so, im surrender-ing my laptop.. i guess so.. or if i manage to persuade my dad.... but i dont think so.... haha! its ok.. i can do it, i can survive KTT!! i will.....as someone that believing in me said, 'even if the whole KTT crumble on u, u will survive it'. thanks for believing in me *uhibbuka fillah*! when everybody in KTT doesnt..
mummy daddy, cant wait to meet u!!!!and all my beloved siblings... even how 'cruel' ur sister is, but deep inside, i love u guys so much... kekeke.. hard to believe izit? *innocent!*
ok, i was planning to sleep early so i will wake up early and study..... so, i switch of laptop and go to bed at 1130. i try to sleep.... so lots of noise from everywhere.... plus i think im used to sleeping late, staying up, so, last nyte, i cant sleep, not until 2 am.. so, how long i sleep last nyte? 3 hours only... i wake up at 5 something, then continue doing past year, then study... hahah! study at 5 in the morning?! i never ever did that...at 1st i cant think of anything, may be coz of lack of sleep... then slowly i manage to 'regain' my brain function.... huhu... then study and study and study until 8 am. i was so damn nervous...
the paper? how was it.... hurm... the first glance at it, i was like, damn! then i just answer it, coz i know, by hook o by crook, i have to answer it.. but i skip many Qs then come back to that particular Q when i finish trying to answer all the Q. i dont know... i can answer some, i cant manage some.... anyhow, alhamdulillah, i still can answer all the Qs even wif some 'cute' guess. haha.. now im worried on my chemy paper...... can i make up for the lost i made in paper 3? i hope so! please Allah....
coming up next : biology 3 (practical)
i hope its gonna be sort of easy as the other batch's Q, coz i cant screw my practical anymore... huhu... Allah, give me knowledge, give me Sakinah n give me success.... after exam, i saw her, n for God's sake, why is she ignoring me...... suddenly... i thought we r ok aedy...? hurm... so sad...im arriving at a point of ignoring her too, coz i had done alot plus lowering my ego to pujuk her even its not me the only one that is on the wrong side.... huhu... i dont know!! when people will start to care about me?!? hurm... i guess never...its ok. coz even when they didnt really care, i try my best to spread my love and care to all my friends. give the world the best, and the best of the world will come back to u. insyaAllah!
so, im surrender-ing my laptop.. i guess so.. or if i manage to persuade my dad.... but i dont think so.... haha! its ok.. i can do it, i can survive KTT!! i will.....as someone that believing in me said, 'even if the whole KTT crumble on u, u will survive it'. thanks for believing in me *uhibbuka fillah*! when everybody in KTT doesnt..
mummy daddy, cant wait to meet u!!!!and all my beloved siblings... even how 'cruel' ur sister is, but deep inside, i love u guys so much... kekeke.. hard to believe izit? *innocent!*
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
m4th3m4t1c2 9709/04
too tired writing my candidate number, centre number, syllabus code on every piece of paper in my answer booklet until the extand i cant forgot the syllabus code of 9709/04 of the mechanics paper just now... its stuck in my head aedy.. hihi =P mechanics o mechanics!
another one done! all math paper completed.. bismillahi tawakkal tu 'alallah! pray for the best. it was okay i think even i had some doubt on my answer but i had done my best, so pray for the best! my love towards math.... is it still there, i wonder... hehe... the math in A2 will be more tuff, so have to be prepared!! ah, AS isnt finish yet, what for thinking about A2?? =) one step at a tyme dear...
coming up next : Chemistry 2
i'm so tired to even study... huhu.... what will happen to me?? i need to work harder! work harder than before!!! i can do it.... but honestly, now, i feel like wanna throw everything and just leave it. but too sorry, i cant. i have to keep doin this... even im going crazy now.. hehe... zainal is ryte, my eyes, when im taking pic of myself, i can see its turning like my beloved panda eyes aedy! i need to have a proper sleep or sooner or later, i will catch something and fell sick, i sure dont want to be sicker than before.... scared me! its been like almost two months now staying up and my sleeping schedule is a mess... my biological clock had been turn up-side-down totally! i need to 'repair' my body back to normal! penangan AS smpai macam ni... exam lama sgt ar...huhu.. cant wait for the exam season to come to its end and i will be free from exam!!
i want to have my laptop always.. hurm.... gonna surrender it in 2 days tyme i think... huhu... cannot go online nemore for how long eh? huhu.. *sad* but no choice...... mummy, daddy, i always love u... yeah, tomoro is khamis! kekeke.. =D
another one done! all math paper completed.. bismillahi tawakkal tu 'alallah! pray for the best. it was okay i think even i had some doubt on my answer but i had done my best, so pray for the best! my love towards math.... is it still there, i wonder... hehe... the math in A2 will be more tuff, so have to be prepared!! ah, AS isnt finish yet, what for thinking about A2?? =) one step at a tyme dear...
coming up next : Chemistry 2
i'm so tired to even study... huhu.... what will happen to me?? i need to work harder! work harder than before!!! i can do it.... but honestly, now, i feel like wanna throw everything and just leave it. but too sorry, i cant. i have to keep doin this... even im going crazy now.. hehe... zainal is ryte, my eyes, when im taking pic of myself, i can see its turning like my beloved panda eyes aedy! i need to have a proper sleep or sooner or later, i will catch something and fell sick, i sure dont want to be sicker than before.... scared me! its been like almost two months now staying up and my sleeping schedule is a mess... my biological clock had been turn up-side-down totally! i need to 'repair' my body back to normal! penangan AS smpai macam ni... exam lama sgt ar...huhu.. cant wait for the exam season to come to its end and i will be free from exam!!
i want to have my laptop always.. hurm.... gonna surrender it in 2 days tyme i think... huhu... cannot go online nemore for how long eh? huhu.. *sad* but no choice...... mummy, daddy, i always love u... yeah, tomoro is khamis! kekeke.. =D
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
stuDy frEak?
im getting bored of studying eady ar... reading this, doing past year, memorize that, questions, answers.. and LOTS and LOTS of it.. huhu... but still hv to... 2 and half more weeks to go!! waa..... i cant use internet starting this friday till i arrive home... why!! dont take away my laptop... please daddy.........im scared of chemistry.... i hope it wont be that hard... coz i need to score paper 1 and 2 damn much!! Allah, grand me success!!
what will u feel when u did something so caring for someone u care, then that person didnt care about what u did? hurt dowh.... huhuh.... i let it past, since i always hv be the one who hv to be nice to others.... huhu....
my family s coming!! cant wait.... cant believe im saying this, but i miss Piqah so much! that cute pampered kid.... kekeke... n i miss all of them... 3 more days! insyaAllah..
Friday, May 23, 2008
m4th3m4t1c2
another one done... pure math 1. alhamdulillah, this tyme, its better than the physics and chemy... just pray for the best!!
who would ever thought wif this easy-ness, other difficulties came...? me n my best friend r having fight now..... so damn sad... may be its my fault as i suppose to support her after the paper, coz she is so upset wif her math paper... but im not in the mood that tyme... im so so sorry...... please forgive me.... please stop the silent treatment..... please reply my sms.... =( i always love u and care for u k! miss you so much!! and i know you are in a great pressure now since next week u got 4 papers straight. no worry, even if u didnt want to talk to me, im going to wait outside ur lab for u to finish k! i always there for u, believe me....
ujian2....
coming up next : Mathematic 4 ( mechaniscs)
need to score this one also!! jumping for my aim!! pray for me k.
a day before yesterday, i played wif the ice in the fridge, the ice flake... then i collect the ice in a bucket, then i made ice balls!! so cute.... but then my hands hurt la, coz its freezing cool. i manage to make 3 ice balls since the ice is not that much.. then, to express my depression, i aim that ball to the wall outside. i forgot that KTT just built the zinc roof in between our block and the ice balls break apart when its hit the wall and fall on that zinc roof! the noice is so loud and the pakcik that doing the roof still there, on the roof, putting glue i think... kekeke .... terus aku lari sorok kat dalam rumah.. pakcik tu dongak atas cari sapa culprit tu... kekeke... sorry pakcik, sye terlupa! hehehe.. but it was so enjoyful!!! =)
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Phy2ics PapeR 2
wah.... so crazy one.. the Q was.... err... donnow... the biggest mistake, discuss after the exam! never do that again k!!! it just make me feel worse, plus worrying for the thing that had past and cant be change nemore..... i realize i had done lots of careless mistake.... huhu..... Ya Allah, lembutkanlah hati pemeriksa kertasku...... i donnow what else to expect except pray to Allah...
up next : pure math 1
shotting for the highest. hope will reach my aim.
i donnow why, suddenly i develop an interest in PANDA.... it just so damn cute.... huhu... i love it.. wish can have a panda, but sadly cant. they are endangered species. so, what can i do is help to protect them.... :D
Sunday, May 18, 2008
CheMy Pap3r 3
its was like hell... OMG, my lab... i dont know what went wrong... my whole paper 3 i think suck big time. its like i threw all the marks into the dustbin like nothing only... huhu....
now i can just pray to Allah... i cant do anything else aedy..... that day after the paper, i cried so hard!! then when my friend asked me how izit, i cry again. i called my mom, i cry again.. that day alone, i cried like 5 times....
now im struggling for my next paper, physics... so many things to be remembered...... hurm... Allahumma najjahna fil imtihan!!!!
hurm... pray for my next paper yeah!
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
suNbuRn!
last sunday, i went to botanical garden putrajaya... wif my usrah group...
nothing much actually during that programme except have to walk around that extremely big place.... so tiring and i sweat like hell... and i didnt expect that i'll get sunburn!!! by the tyme i went back home, oh my God, my face aedy like zebra loh... this sunburn is worse than the one i got during the FESKOTT day.... huhu...
tomorrow exam! chemistry practical... pray for me k? and if i had ever hurt anyone, forgive me..... huhu.... i dont know la... this is the real exam but my preparation...... donnow la..... confuse! trial... real... this is my future! =) shooting for the highest star.
nothing much actually during that programme except have to walk around that extremely big place.... so tiring and i sweat like hell... and i didnt expect that i'll get sunburn!!! by the tyme i went back home, oh my God, my face aedy like zebra loh... this sunburn is worse than the one i got during the FESKOTT day.... huhu...
tomorrow exam! chemistry practical... pray for me k? and if i had ever hurt anyone, forgive me..... huhu.... i dont know la... this is the real exam but my preparation...... donnow la..... confuse! trial... real... this is my future! =) shooting for the highest star.
Saturday, May 10, 2008
AS LEVEL!
exam is coming, im still playing.. how brilliant i am!!! too lazy nowadays too study.... huhu... ye la, trial exam itself had been 3 weeks, it was like hell.. so now, the spirit to study is wearing off.. huhu...! AS exam is much worse, 5 weeks! starting 15th May til 13th June.... Allah, give me courage! i hope everything will go well... even im gonna be so depressed wif exam period.....
my result of my trial, 2 A, 1 B, 1 C. huhu.... what wif that C!! but the result is not fair what, coz some of the question is from past year and i had did it, so it doesnt really reflect my performance loh..... but neway, thanks Allah! i didnt expect some of the result coz the Qs were hard. gonna improve! insyaAllah.
where actually is my home ryte now ah?! huhu... im not sure whether me or them is suddenly bisu or what.. n i dont even know now what is the reasons coz i cant figure out nemore. i tried, n now im tired of trying. so, let it be... Allah, give me patient to stand and tolerate wif this...... =)
everyone trying to get a piece of my attention, but i myself have limited tyme.... i have to study.... i dont know how to manage all these... friends, i hope u guys understand k... my result, i need to improve it big time, so i need to work harder even im too lazy to do that. pray for me, insyaAllah, i'll find time for u all! i love you and i cant efford neglecting u guys... <3
my result of my trial, 2 A, 1 B, 1 C. huhu.... what wif that C!! but the result is not fair what, coz some of the question is from past year and i had did it, so it doesnt really reflect my performance loh..... but neway, thanks Allah! i didnt expect some of the result coz the Qs were hard. gonna improve! insyaAllah.
where actually is my home ryte now ah?! huhu... im not sure whether me or them is suddenly bisu or what.. n i dont even know now what is the reasons coz i cant figure out nemore. i tried, n now im tired of trying. so, let it be... Allah, give me patient to stand and tolerate wif this...... =)
everyone trying to get a piece of my attention, but i myself have limited tyme.... i have to study.... i dont know how to manage all these... friends, i hope u guys understand k... my result, i need to improve it big time, so i need to work harder even im too lazy to do that. pray for me, insyaAllah, i'll find time for u all! i love you and i cant efford neglecting u guys... <3
Monday, May 05, 2008
intErnEt!!
at last! after 3 weeks without internet!! i aedy got almost all of my result for my trail exam.. some ok, some not so good... huhu... but oklah, alhamdulillah, just be happy... hehehe.. just worry how gonna tell my mom.... hehe..
exam is coming next week. the real AS Level exam.... ya Allah, berilah kejayaan kepadaku....... 4 subjects.. hope all gonna do well. coz tak snggup la klu kena repeat... satu penyeksaan yg teramat sgt....
pray for me k my friends?
i cant wait to go back to my home!!!! last week, i just go back to my grandma place.. it was nice but still i like home better... at my grandma place, i eat sooooooo much.. but when i came back here, guess what my friend said? why u look makin kurus nih? hampeh!!! penat sye makan dgn banyaknye tau! ok, fine, i will eat more! hehehe...
exam is coming next week. the real AS Level exam.... ya Allah, berilah kejayaan kepadaku....... 4 subjects.. hope all gonna do well. coz tak snggup la klu kena repeat... satu penyeksaan yg teramat sgt....
pray for me k my friends?
i cant wait to go back to my home!!!! last week, i just go back to my grandma place.. it was nice but still i like home better... at my grandma place, i eat sooooooo much.. but when i came back here, guess what my friend said? why u look makin kurus nih? hampeh!!! penat sye makan dgn banyaknye tau! ok, fine, i will eat more! hehehe...
Friday, April 18, 2008
hOme..
i wanna go home.. dont care.... huhu... just waiting for my mom.. if she manage to find the plane ticket for me... i mean my dad la... i dont want to go home by bus loh, time consuming a.. so, just wait of got appropriate flight la.. coz most of it, the time is so not suitable, early in the morning.. how on earth i wanna go to airport early in the morning from my dear collage. so hard la... thats y. i dont think i can go home... coz the flight i just check just now, got only the one which early in the morning.. 0730.. adoi! i wanna go home... mummy.... =(
just now, i was moody.. even now i think i am still moody.. wanna know why? becoz my cellphone terjatuh and now got a scratch on it.. even a small kesan, but still, it affect my mood.. huhu.. i love my cellphone so badly...
exam.... i pass the 1st week... ok, got another one week and 3 days to go! i cant wait until finish pre AS! wanna go ice skating wif hanisah! heheh... if can la. she finished her matrix aedy! congratz honey!!! miss u soooo much la... ha! last nyte i chat wif husna... haha.. so happy!!! love u guys soooo damn much tau!! nothing can ever replace u two...
its a happy life when u have real loves that never will ever change even when time change... these loves r the one which accompany u thro out ur life, never stop, and give u the reasons to get out of bed every morning... so glad!!!
Thursday, April 17, 2008
pRe AS
EXAM MOOD. waa... its only the third day but i aedy feel like a month.. dont like la going thro exam season.. its like going thro a long hardship, where its not that hardship la.. just dont like it...
plus i will eat a lot and a lot.... even now i spend so much on food alone.. but luckly my beloved parents still support me.. thanks mummy n daddy!
about my paper, so glad that chemy and bio paper 1, the question is the same as the past year paper.. and we, i mean me and my housemates, we done it aedy... so its ok la... but for physics paper two, waa, got projectile loh....and i forgot it aedy... so what i answered that day aso im not sure... for math, it was ok la except for one question... huhu... but overall, ok lah! alhamdulillah! haha, my english! its so bad now.... how gonna sit for IELTS later ha...?
i want strawberry la......... the red juicy strawberry.... waa.. cant wait to go to cameron!
Saturday, April 05, 2008
long tyme ago...
its been really a while since i write here.. why? coz i didnt get a chance to use the laptop, or the truth, i cannot bring myself of asking them to use the laptop. huhu.. why????
in one week tyme, im gonna have my preAS exam... huhu.... another exam loh, i dont like it...... toooooo many things to cover, to read, to memorise.... later my head will be so saturated i believe.. haha... chemistry, im almost finish revising it, bio just chapter 2, 3, and 4. physic not yet.. math in the process of doing the past year again...
last nite was a horror.. my blok was on fire... so terrified... ok, like this.. last nite, i was using laptop, not this one... then suddenly me n my housemate smell something burning and saw the smoke.. then my another housemate who was downstairs wif her bf ask me to call the warden... so, terus jadi kelam kabut... after called the warden, my friend asked me to go out from the building... okay.. now officially im scared... i was in the PJ! so, i change my pant, then nervously find my wallet and my phone, then made my way downstair.. when i arrived downstair, i was so shocked.. the apartment which was on fire is just below my level.. then i saw a big fire!!! owh God, save my apartment!!! that tyme, i had start crying. im so scared, then Chuwat came down... after a few attemp to put off the fire and some breaking thingy had been done, alhamdulillah, the fire was succesfully gone....
that tyme i heard the naseb of the penghuni of the apartment... so pity.... all of them went home except one person and that girl went to her friend's apartment that ty,e.. so she didnt has a chance to save anything of her stuff, including her LAPTOP!! im so sorry for what happen k! and for my classmate, Chui Yen, Sarjuna and Michelle, be patient wif what happen... guess u guys have to buy lots and lots of clothes for a full closet back..... hurm.. i will help u yang mana kite mampu k! but inform me k dear...
some pic from the house....
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
doNNow
i donnow actually what to write coz too many things in my mind... so, im not sure what i suppose to tell people, what i should just keep to myself. for sure, i keep most of it in my mind, and in my beloved secret box.. hehehe.. one month to go to AS LEVEL EXAM.... trying my best to be the best....... love you all!
Sunday, March 16, 2008
public transport disasterS
last friday, it was a very damn tiring day. i was planning to go to sunway pyramid wif this fren one week ago, but suddenly, i cannot contact that person on that day. so i decide, fine, i go alone. when im about to go on the bus, Rafika said she aso going to sunway!! so, i just go wif her la, since she aso was going alone.
arrived at KTM nilai, we missed the train coz have to walk from the bus, then Q for the ticket. oklah, finally, at 1245, we got into the train.... stopped at KL sentral to pray. then leave my bag there, take ktm to subang jaya. our train late by 2 minutes.. so far, the journey is considered nice.
arrived at KTM subang jaya, we saw this daif looking bus (sorry ye org subang), i donnow what to take, since Rafika aedy did 'research' for that day journey. so, we have to walk about 4 minutes to find the bus stop of RapidKL. hop on the bus, we start our journey by bus... ok, ok, ok, suddenly, the driver sais that this bus cannot go to sunway pyramid n he 'halau' all the passenger out. when i was out of the bus, then only i saw one of the tyres was flat... now, we r in the middle of nowhere. we totally donnow what to do. luckly there was this uncle who wif us and bring us to the nearest bus stop... ok, waiting for another RapidKL nervously, wif my stomach singing a hungry song. of coz, its almost 4 by that tyme! ok, there is the bus. we hop on, the bus move, for like 2 minutes, then stopped. the driver went down and sembang wif other bus drivers there. me n Rafika so bengang that tyme.. we wait for 5 minutes, nothing happen. so we went down, and try to tahan taxi. n its starting to rain!!! shit!
after 3 failed attemp, we got a taxi. cost us 7 ringgit for the taxi!!! ok, at last we arrived at the sunway pyramid! first stop, eat!! then wonder around trying to find a birthday present for my friends. all of the things there, mostly a 3-digit ringgit.... so, NO!!
after a really tiring day, and my foot started to feel the pain, i was wearing heels, of coz. we went out, ask the guard where the bus to KL, he pointed the place. we walked far....... ok, wait there wif others... one bus came, we asked the driver, the driver said we have to wait across the road.. its a highway, how?!?! then we walk like one kilometer running for the bus, when we arrived at the place where lots of people aso waiting, the bus just closed the door right in front of us! we ran here for u!! damn!!!! wait for like 10 more minutes, the bus came. the RapidKL packed like sardin, i have to squeeze in...hurm.. enought about bus n the terrible journey on it..
arrived at klsentral, really damn tired, ready to go back, suddenly there is this announcement.. all KTM had broke down, we cant estimated what tyme it will be back operating and u r suggest to find alternative transport - something like that... what?!!! i need to go to Kepong, and Rafika wanna go back to collage.... there was lots of people stuck at klsentral.... so, no other choice, i called my aunty, asking her how to go back to Kepong. rafika, no choice but to follow me. so my aunty said she will come and pick me up at klsentral. thanks God!!! if not i donnow what happen to me....
its was so tiring day, bad luck day... by the tyme we finally arrived at kepong, its almost 12...since we go to my uncle kedai to eat first... hurm.. collapsed!
arrived at KTM nilai, we missed the train coz have to walk from the bus, then Q for the ticket. oklah, finally, at 1245, we got into the train.... stopped at KL sentral to pray. then leave my bag there, take ktm to subang jaya. our train late by 2 minutes.. so far, the journey is considered nice.
arrived at KTM subang jaya, we saw this daif looking bus (sorry ye org subang), i donnow what to take, since Rafika aedy did 'research' for that day journey. so, we have to walk about 4 minutes to find the bus stop of RapidKL. hop on the bus, we start our journey by bus... ok, ok, ok, suddenly, the driver sais that this bus cannot go to sunway pyramid n he 'halau' all the passenger out. when i was out of the bus, then only i saw one of the tyres was flat... now, we r in the middle of nowhere. we totally donnow what to do. luckly there was this uncle who wif us and bring us to the nearest bus stop... ok, waiting for another RapidKL nervously, wif my stomach singing a hungry song. of coz, its almost 4 by that tyme! ok, there is the bus. we hop on, the bus move, for like 2 minutes, then stopped. the driver went down and sembang wif other bus drivers there. me n Rafika so bengang that tyme.. we wait for 5 minutes, nothing happen. so we went down, and try to tahan taxi. n its starting to rain!!! shit!
after 3 failed attemp, we got a taxi. cost us 7 ringgit for the taxi!!! ok, at last we arrived at the sunway pyramid! first stop, eat!! then wonder around trying to find a birthday present for my friends. all of the things there, mostly a 3-digit ringgit.... so, NO!!
after a really tiring day, and my foot started to feel the pain, i was wearing heels, of coz. we went out, ask the guard where the bus to KL, he pointed the place. we walked far....... ok, wait there wif others... one bus came, we asked the driver, the driver said we have to wait across the road.. its a highway, how?!?! then we walk like one kilometer running for the bus, when we arrived at the place where lots of people aso waiting, the bus just closed the door right in front of us! we ran here for u!! damn!!!! wait for like 10 more minutes, the bus came. the RapidKL packed like sardin, i have to squeeze in...hurm.. enought about bus n the terrible journey on it..
arrived at klsentral, really damn tired, ready to go back, suddenly there is this announcement.. all KTM had broke down, we cant estimated what tyme it will be back operating and u r suggest to find alternative transport - something like that... what?!!! i need to go to Kepong, and Rafika wanna go back to collage.... there was lots of people stuck at klsentral.... so, no other choice, i called my aunty, asking her how to go back to Kepong. rafika, no choice but to follow me. so my aunty said she will come and pick me up at klsentral. thanks God!!! if not i donnow what happen to me....
its was so tiring day, bad luck day... by the tyme we finally arrived at kepong, its almost 12...since we go to my uncle kedai to eat first... hurm.. collapsed!
Friday, March 14, 2008
tiReD
its feel like a long week, a tiring routine, and a bored one.. keep on living the same life, STUDY! i dont know that life as a collage student can be so limited like this.. plus i heard next week gonna have a monthly test for all subject. hurm, im sick of test n exam already. but got another 8 more months, 3 internal exams and 2 international exams.. huhu... and lots of test in between i guess..
i got my durian!!! akhirnya, apa yg diidam-idamkan dpt jua... wlupun tak puas sbnrnya.. nak lagik!!!
esok, going back!! so excited loh, got to go out from KTT for a while. so tension la being here 24-7. huhu... wanna enjoy my weekend to the fullest! i'll update later k.
Thursday, March 06, 2008
busY
the week of busy!!! apakah?! sgt busy la this week, even agak lepak sbnrnya...
on sunday, i help mpp at DU to set up the dwan for our senior coming back. even the lecturer who in charge at the DU thought im one of the MPP. huh?!! noo!!! but nice la, spend tyme wif my frensss
then start class.. n classes.. some more classes, and more... hahaha.. but our bio lecturer had resign to continue her study, now we have no bio lecturer.. so, we r left behind da.. later have to study by myself la. waa.... i wanna go home!!!!!
im too tired aedy.. tomorrow got class starting at 8.... wish can go back this weekend la..
Shenton, we meet next week k!!! cant wait loh.
on sunday, i help mpp at DU to set up the dwan for our senior coming back. even the lecturer who in charge at the DU thought im one of the MPP. huh?!! noo!!! but nice la, spend tyme wif my frensss
then start class.. n classes.. some more classes, and more... hahaha.. but our bio lecturer had resign to continue her study, now we have no bio lecturer.. so, we r left behind da.. later have to study by myself la. waa.... i wanna go home!!!!!
im too tired aedy.. tomorrow got class starting at 8.... wish can go back this weekend la..
Shenton, we meet next week k!!! cant wait loh.
Sunday, March 02, 2008
heart broken
who are you to judge that?? im far from heart broken. u didnt even know me. so, stay away!
i wish one thing, i wish life will now turn the way that i want. please my Lord, please....
i wanna go home!! i planned to go this weekend, then chuwat said she is busy this weekend, so we will go next weekend, guess what, next weekend my opah will not be home.. so i hv to go next next weekend... waaaaa!!!!!!!!
i donnow what should i do now......
mummy.......
i wish one thing, i wish life will now turn the way that i want. please my Lord, please....
i wanna go home!! i planned to go this weekend, then chuwat said she is busy this weekend, so we will go next weekend, guess what, next weekend my opah will not be home.. so i hv to go next next weekend... waaaaa!!!!!!!!
i donnow what should i do now......
mummy.......
Friday, February 15, 2008
piNk reBEL!
actually, i had made a really long list of my pink things. loooooooong one and it took me forever to really list down all my pink things, and thanks to blogger who saved everything every minutes, and some mistake, i lost the list! so, i wont do it again coz its not an easy task.. hehehe..
plus, its a good thing, if u guys wanna know how crazy i am over pink stuff, meet myself personally, and then u'll know. hehe...
being a parent or parents never been easy. solute to my mom and dad who been doing that perfectly over 20 years now. this week, as my parents arent home, i have to take care of my sisters and bro, and trust me, its not easy at all. so damn hard and i cant believe my parents manage all thier sons and daughters all these while. thanks mom and dad! love u always!!
to daddy, Happy birthday dad! i love you so much, and hope Allah will bless you always. wish u a very happy life and may all your dreams and hopes come true! thanks dad!
plus, its a good thing, if u guys wanna know how crazy i am over pink stuff, meet myself personally, and then u'll know. hehe...
being a parent or parents never been easy. solute to my mom and dad who been doing that perfectly over 20 years now. this week, as my parents arent home, i have to take care of my sisters and bro, and trust me, its not easy at all. so damn hard and i cant believe my parents manage all thier sons and daughters all these while. thanks mom and dad! love u always!!
to daddy, Happy birthday dad! i love you so much, and hope Allah will bless you always. wish u a very happy life and may all your dreams and hopes come true! thanks dad!
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
dream bOY?
yesterday, a guy ask me, just as a friend, apakah ciri2 lelaki idaman.. wow, only that tyme i realize, i cant answer that. yeah, may be i can answer that question if Husna and Hanisah ask me, but if other, i cant! just i dont wanna freak people out.. kekeke.. lyke its so damn freaky.. it just i dont think i should answer it to some strangers... i mean friends, but who didnt really know me. coz if they do really know me, u will get the answer without me telling u.
quite sad... im home but my parents arent... they went outstation for the whole week, until i went back to collage.. whats the point im being home?!? sob..sob.. borink... i want my mummie... kekek.. not until that stage lah.. styll ok, coz i had spend last week wif them. just so bored now staying home alone, while all my sis n bros go to school and work... help me!
quite sad... im home but my parents arent... they went outstation for the whole week, until i went back to collage.. whats the point im being home?!? sob..sob.. borink... i want my mummie... kekek.. not until that stage lah.. styll ok, coz i had spend last week wif them. just so bored now staying home alone, while all my sis n bros go to school and work... help me!
Saturday, February 09, 2008
phYsics nOte..
at last, i manage to finish doing my physics note.. huhu.. so lazy la... another week and i will be back to KTT.. hurm.. i dont want to! can i go somewhere else? i wish i can..
while my parents having a hols to, we went 1) to bowling centre at Jitra. its an okay trip, plus the bowling centre must be thankful becoz i came, i clean their longkang lots of tyme. haha. and one thing, the shoe there stink! so badly.. huhu, i thought its a new place, how come? 2) dine outside.. donnow why but my dad had bring us for lunch outside twice now. 1st day we went to Pokok Ciku. damn, the food there very nice! trust me. 2nd day, we went so far to serdang to my aunty place just to have our lunch there.. hehe. but the similirity between that two days, i always finish eating the last. i donnow why now, but i always finish last, here or at collage, always.. hehe
KYLE XY continue!! i love it..
while my parents having a hols to, we went 1) to bowling centre at Jitra. its an okay trip, plus the bowling centre must be thankful becoz i came, i clean their longkang lots of tyme. haha. and one thing, the shoe there stink! so badly.. huhu, i thought its a new place, how come? 2) dine outside.. donnow why but my dad had bring us for lunch outside twice now. 1st day we went to Pokok Ciku. damn, the food there very nice! trust me. 2nd day, we went so far to serdang to my aunty place just to have our lunch there.. hehe. but the similirity between that two days, i always finish eating the last. i donnow why now, but i always finish last, here or at collage, always.. hehe
KYLE XY continue!! i love it..
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
heaVen!
im home... glad to be home, the only place where true love is. not everything at home is pleasant, but the love complement it, make it perfect!
the trip home although wasnt so pleasant. i cant sleep again throught the journey! that terrible bus! i donnow what the hell i paid 33 ringgit for! its horrible, when it will be better? i dont like looking at sweet memories, but the only trip that is so damn nice is that nyte.... hurm...ah! go away sadness!
KTT, im tired to be at that land, the land of plastic. im confused all the tyme im there. its so weird when i have to wonder around searching for answer, searching for what did i do wrong coz usually, my faulty will haunted me, but why i cant see this tyme, even when the world crush on me? may be becoz i did nothing, or may be its fate, or most probably my pay for my sins in past. hurm... why everybody is faking?! weird..
physics! thats the only book i open since im home. but oklah, better than i didnt open any at all. later may be chemy!
the trip home although wasnt so pleasant. i cant sleep again throught the journey! that terrible bus! i donnow what the hell i paid 33 ringgit for! its horrible, when it will be better? i dont like looking at sweet memories, but the only trip that is so damn nice is that nyte.... hurm...ah! go away sadness!
KTT, im tired to be at that land, the land of plastic. im confused all the tyme im there. its so weird when i have to wonder around searching for answer, searching for what did i do wrong coz usually, my faulty will haunted me, but why i cant see this tyme, even when the world crush on me? may be becoz i did nothing, or may be its fate, or most probably my pay for my sins in past. hurm... why everybody is faking?! weird..
physics! thats the only book i open since im home. but oklah, better than i didnt open any at all. later may be chemy!
Saturday, January 26, 2008
sleEp..
Something horrible happen yesterday, n i even cant believe, the impact, i cant sleep. the thing happen is out of sudden n i was awake all nite to think, i tried to figure out what did i do wrong but styll, i cant manage to find it coz i didnt do it...so, i didnt sleep at all last nite n now here i am still awake..but feel so blurry now... otak pun dh tak berapa betul....kejap lagi nak kena tido nih....
today got exam briefing which mostly is the 'warning' from en razib since the result of As n A level is worse this tyme... i aso quite shock n scared when i heard, 20+ people cant fly coz didnt have enought cut-off point.. then the one-year student As result, lots of them have to repeat paper. plus, he is so mad coz his students wear jeans n tshirt to classes...then lots of the students wrote at friendster about how KTT is bad la, KTT is not nice n so on....i wonder how he find out that one.... hehehe...
plus, my midsem exam is next week..one day more to prepare myself.. waa..sooooo many thing have to memorise, remember and understand..n i hope this midsem result will be better than the final exam before, InsyaAllah.. i need to be better!!
Ya Allah, plz give me courage and strength to continue my journey here despite the obstacles and fitnah (dear reader, if u really understand what fitnah mean k! dont go salah faham...) being put on me, and plz give me an excellent memory, and give me success throught my life. i hope the ujian U give to me will give me strength and prepare me for another bright day, InsyaAllah.... without U, i will collapse anytime and lose my way...
Sunday, January 20, 2008
exam!!
another exam is coming n now after 3 months, im losing my perspective... huhu... now too lazy to study, sad~ how am i gonna perform in this exam.. pluz, it will include almost all the syllabus of AS Level exam!! waaa.. i got less that one week, wif no study week, n the lazy feeling too study! plz, help me!!!!
my best friend came to KTT and spend a day wif me!!! wa, so happy.. she came, we share a lot of story, n so many things.... i feel a lil cheer up coz i can tell all my feeling to her, coz telling to someone who doesnt care really annoying -but trust me, that person didnt care at all- hurm, thanks Honey!!! we went uphill, even during rain. play the rain together ma.. hehe. suddenly the hill got so many air terjun, since its raining... until almost mgrb, we went back to collage.. then that nite we chat until 3 am! lots of catch up to do.. hehe.. the best part, both of us got cold -main sgt hujan!- hahaha. i aso brought her to me ****a* and ****a*. then a tour around the KTT, but the place she ask to see twice is Student representative board.. why?~ should ask her herself la!
my best friend came to KTT and spend a day wif me!!! wa, so happy.. she came, we share a lot of story, n so many things.... i feel a lil cheer up coz i can tell all my feeling to her, coz telling to someone who doesnt care really annoying -but trust me, that person didnt care at all- hurm, thanks Honey!!! we went uphill, even during rain. play the rain together ma.. hehe. suddenly the hill got so many air terjun, since its raining... until almost mgrb, we went back to collage.. then that nite we chat until 3 am! lots of catch up to do.. hehe.. the best part, both of us got cold -main sgt hujan!- hahaha. i aso brought her to me ****a* and ****a*. then a tour around the KTT, but the place she ask to see twice is Student representative board.. why?~ should ask her herself la!
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Lab
heh..new semester, suddenly got a lot of experiment.. but this morning, the most unforgotten. we were doing chemistry experiment. one of the test involve warming the substance, damn it produce ammonia gas.. yeah it turn the red litmus paper to blue, but i believe it also turn myself to blue. the smeel is so horrible, causing me to go dizzy, then got headache!!! after that, the whole tyme in the lab, i was in a bad mood since my head is killing me.. hurm... Amonnia gas!
then when i returned to my room, the first thing i do is do my prayer, that take a bath! wif a hope it will reduce my headache..after the bath, i feel so cool... i only can pray that im not gonna get fever, thanks God i didnt! then when my head is getting better, ****a* sms me n ask me to go n have dinner wif her..huhu, as a friend, i said sure..luckly by the tyme i went down to meet her, i had recovered fully.. Thanks Allah!
im tired, coz today i have to do lots of homework as other can do it this weekend..bio, chemy, english, math...
then when i returned to my room, the first thing i do is do my prayer, that take a bath! wif a hope it will reduce my headache..after the bath, i feel so cool... i only can pray that im not gonna get fever, thanks God i didnt! then when my head is getting better, ****a* sms me n ask me to go n have dinner wif her..huhu, as a friend, i said sure..luckly by the tyme i went down to meet her, i had recovered fully.. Thanks Allah!
im tired, coz today i have to do lots of homework as other can do it this weekend..bio, chemy, english, math...
Thursday, January 03, 2008
girlfriends....
now, im living my life g among girlfriends... eh, im a straight person k! just making friends.. n i got two great new friends actually..
*****a*
she is a nice girl, cute also.. really sweet, so very sweet. the nice thing is, im sharing the same feeling wif her, i mean our probs r kinda the same, so, we r in the same boat. she is a good listener, and good friend aso. i can cry in front of her, and share tear wif her..
****a*
she aso a nice girl, very talkative one! we can spend whole day n she will never run out of story, of coz its aso becoz im also talkative, i guess.. my friend said i look alike like ****a* but i donnow..dont think so... she is a great company, really enjoy myself n her when we go out. she is really nice, she is encouraging me to forget my probs n so on...plus we can chat until 1 am in the morning, the distance between the place im standing n she is, like 5 metres (pretty weird ryte?), until one of us is sleepy..never did that one before wif other friend, so its kinda weird and sweet.
thanks to both k! i really2 love u pals! they r really nice friends, trust me!
*****a*
she is a nice girl, cute also.. really sweet, so very sweet. the nice thing is, im sharing the same feeling wif her, i mean our probs r kinda the same, so, we r in the same boat. she is a good listener, and good friend aso. i can cry in front of her, and share tear wif her..
****a*
she aso a nice girl, very talkative one! we can spend whole day n she will never run out of story, of coz its aso becoz im also talkative, i guess.. my friend said i look alike like ****a* but i donnow..dont think so... she is a great company, really enjoy myself n her when we go out. she is really nice, she is encouraging me to forget my probs n so on...plus we can chat until 1 am in the morning, the distance between the place im standing n she is, like 5 metres (pretty weird ryte?), until one of us is sleepy..never did that one before wif other friend, so its kinda weird and sweet.
thanks to both k! i really2 love u pals! they r really nice friends, trust me!
Sunday, December 30, 2007
allowance..
the allowance for the new sem had been in!! 2500, extra 80 dollar per month. quite ok i guess..huhu..
i went out wif farah n nad..
got a new bag, cost me 90 dollars- the most expensive bag i ever get, but its a standard price i guess for the size of bag, and after all, i bought the brand, not the bag i guess...
then two pair of shoes, cute!
i want to go home.....
i went out wif farah n nad..
got a new bag, cost me 90 dollars- the most expensive bag i ever get, but its a standard price i guess for the size of bag, and after all, i bought the brand, not the bag i guess...
then two pair of shoes, cute!
i want to go home.....
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
back!!
im back at this land.. what am i doing here? i donnow.. after physics lecture just now, my head like wanna blow off and suddenly im out of my mood. coz of that, here i am, in front of the comp, too lazy too study anything ryte now! hurm.. damn!
Sunday, December 23, 2007
okay..
im doing good actually. that day, may be tgh emo lebey kot..haha..
but after all, im okay..
n aku beraya kat cameron seyh.tak ke pelik? budak2 zaman sekarang! wakakaka..
best gak beraya kat cameron..i got my strawberry!!! mcm kanak-kanak ribena dah bila dpt strawberry, plus whipped cream! even the smell of strawberry is nice, i love it!
then i got my tomatoes. i donnow but thanks to Hami, now i love tomatoes, i even can eat it raw. before this, i cant stand tomatoes..how wonderful! and cameron is quite cool, even not as cool as before.. each tyme i went there, its getting warmer and warmer..
2 days to go before i have to go back to collage. im surprise, coz i missed jogging, studying, and of coz, i want to go to more SYS's class coz my physics lecture, all these 3 weeks, only got one class. im getting worry....
tomorrow im going out to kangar.. cant wait!
but after all, im okay..
n aku beraya kat cameron seyh.tak ke pelik? budak2 zaman sekarang! wakakaka..
best gak beraya kat cameron..i got my strawberry!!! mcm kanak-kanak ribena dah bila dpt strawberry, plus whipped cream! even the smell of strawberry is nice, i love it!
then i got my tomatoes. i donnow but thanks to Hami, now i love tomatoes, i even can eat it raw. before this, i cant stand tomatoes..how wonderful! and cameron is quite cool, even not as cool as before.. each tyme i went there, its getting warmer and warmer..
2 days to go before i have to go back to collage. im surprise, coz i missed jogging, studying, and of coz, i want to go to more SYS's class coz my physics lecture, all these 3 weeks, only got one class. im getting worry....
tomorrow im going out to kangar.. cant wait!
Sunday, November 25, 2007
back..
im going back to kl.. reluctantly.. my holiday end next week, but since all of my family are going, i have no choice... sad what.. have to be back in that kind of world.. huhu.. im so stress out.. wif study, wif life, wif friends, wif everything. im willing to kill people.. hurm.. nak kena pack barang balik.. baru dua malam seyh aku tidur dekat rumah.. sedey je...huhu.. i have to undergo this study things for about 12 more months n i only went thro this for about 4 months...huhu..
i really want to pull myself away..i cant do it anymore.... i dont know how im gonna get 4 A in AS n A2, when all my internal exams, i suck really bad at it. ALONE!!
i really want to pull myself away..i cant do it anymore.... i dont know how im gonna get 4 A in AS n A2, when all my internal exams, i suck really bad at it. ALONE!!
Friday, October 12, 2007
Happy Raya
to all my friends, happy raya..this moment, i take this opportunity to say im so sorry for anything i did that hurt any of u. im so sorry. n love u all..
n im sorry if i didnt reply any of ur sms n call, my handphone is broken, so im living wif no handphone..its hard, but i had been thro 2 week without it, so, its okay.. ryte now, i got another big thing to face.. pray that i manage to stand still even after going thro this hardship... God, help me...
n im sorry if i didnt reply any of ur sms n call, my handphone is broken, so im living wif no handphone..its hard, but i had been thro 2 week without it, so, its okay.. ryte now, i got another big thing to face.. pray that i manage to stand still even after going thro this hardship... God, help me...
Friday, September 21, 2007
FastiNg
hurm... now it had already been more than a week of fasting... quite tired.. n this is the 1st time im undergo ramadhan away from my mummy n daddy... hurm... sgt sedey.. tp nk wat mcm mana kan... huhu.. suddenly rasa mcm dh guna bnyk sgt a duit jpa.. nk wat mcm mana ye.. huhu.. i dont know..
cant wait to go home!!!!!!
cant wait to go home!!!!!!
Saturday, August 25, 2007
hOme
going home tomorrow... n just now someone told me terminal one ( the place i will be arriving at) are 10 minutes walk from ktm seremban.. now i wonder how the hell im bringing all thos stuff alone, walking that far! i wanna cry!!! i dont want to go back.. if this is the troubles i have to go thro.. its so not nice k! can i just didnt go back?! hehe.. i dont want to go thro all these....... plz........ kill me!
back to KTT, means limited access to internet, back to study n so on.. i dont like that kind of life style.. but i think i got no choice.. my mind keep asking the same question, n i cant stop it.. did i made the right decision????
back to KTT, means limited access to internet, back to study n so on.. i dont like that kind of life style.. but i think i got no choice.. my mind keep asking the same question, n i cant stop it.. did i made the right decision????
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
tHe sToRe
suddenly, the store seem so interesting! hehe.. i went to Kangar today, my dad drop me there. even my mom wondered why i want to go to Kangar. hehe.. KL, kinda complicated i guess. but its nice there, as long as i got money wif me.. so, what did i get today?!
- stupidly cute tshirt!!! i love it n i regret didnt buy more than one, coz 'adik-beradik' tshirt tu pun sume cute2..
- pilot refill ink! hehe..
i think thats all.. hehe.. i bought plastic to wrap my books later, then there is veil, and.... nothing else.. hehe.. but i do love that t shirt!!! n i guess i cant go back to Kangar to get another tshirt as my mom will start asking.. hehe..
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Canoe..
first question, canoe and kayak, is it the same thing?? hehe.. this evening, i went to UiTM, kayak! hehe.. i love water, but the water in that pond is not so nice.. the color is like tea.. much worse.. my mom had booked for us to gof the house, taking my previous post at home.. hehe.. tomorrow, im going out!!! haho kayak this evening. it had been a while since i join any outdoor activity, so, kinda tired paddling that thing. i gave my phone to my mom before i get into the kayak, so i didnt take any pic.
ok, today i have to cook again.. i think this week i will be the cook aha..
ok, today i have to cook again.. i think this week i will be the cook aha..
Sunday, August 19, 2007
juSt ArRivEd..
actually, i just arrived from KL, n i cant sleep thro the whole damn way to Perlis. now im so so sleepy but i have to wait for subuh prayer 1st, then only i can sleep. i want to transfer all my pic into the Pc, but too lazy to go down n take my handphone..may be after subuh prayer k? haha.. but, a BIG thanks to my companion, a person who is so important and closed to me, who stay up all nite just to accompany me thro phone from 1030p.m. until 430a.m. its so sweet, what u did, sesungguhnya, jasa dan pengorbananmu sangat ku hargai. tak terbalas dengan hanya ucapan terima kasih! ok..let me start the story from the beggining...
lepas je abis exam kat ktt, my aunty call and said she already waiting for me at the main gate. she didnt tell me earlier! so, kelam kabut sikit nak pack barang sebab sepatutnya nak bertolak kul 12 by van kolej. heh, dah alang2 awal, i call my grandpa to pick my stuff up at KTM kepong, then i went to SHOPPING!!! so i bought quite a lot actually.. hehe.. then the day after that, another shopping, next day, some more shopping, so i think i dont need to tell u coz u might get shocekd wif the amount that i had spend in two hours shopping..hehe
now im home!!!! but i need to sleep now..i'll upload photo later k..tata.. nite! even its morning actually! haha.. whateva..
ok, after subuh, i tried to sleep, but guess how long the sleep i manage to get? just around 3 hours coz the house also full of noice..wuaa..my eyes hurt a lot! so, now i cant sleep..so i guess, just upload photo then..
lepas je abis exam kat ktt, my aunty call and said she already waiting for me at the main gate. she didnt tell me earlier! so, kelam kabut sikit nak pack barang sebab sepatutnya nak bertolak kul 12 by van kolej. heh, dah alang2 awal, i call my grandpa to pick my stuff up at KTM kepong, then i went to SHOPPING!!! so i bought quite a lot actually.. hehe.. then the day after that, another shopping, next day, some more shopping, so i think i dont need to tell u coz u might get shocekd wif the amount that i had spend in two hours shopping..hehe
now im home!!!! but i need to sleep now..i'll upload photo later k..tata.. nite! even its morning actually! haha.. whateva..
ok, after subuh, i tried to sleep, but guess how long the sleep i manage to get? just around 3 hours coz the house also full of noice..wuaa..my eyes hurt a lot! so, now i cant sleep..so i guess, just upload photo then..
my study table.. semak giler.. exam week, tak sempat a nak kemas..
inilah jadinya bila dh terpengaruh dgn geek2 sedunia..haha
Friday, July 20, 2007
feVer
it has been a while since i got fever, but last two days, i got bad fever! so bad la..then got cold n cough too!! then i still went to all class n lecture. and all the place has aircond, wow, freezing cool.. one hour, i was shaking n trembelling out of cool. huhu.. and everyone else like didnt care about my condition.. huhu.but now, im quite ok, a lil fever, cold, n a lil cough.. hehe.. miss my home........ wah, this week, so hectic wif classes n homeworks..so many. i got a chemistry quiz last wednesday. n it was a disaster.. so hard la..night before the quiz, i studied, while revised the topic, i cried, coz so difficult.. huhu..all my roomate pelik tgok i nangis wktu study.. haha..
i wonder now, DO I DID THE RIGHT DECISION?? coz i think i made the wrong one..huhu...
i wonder now, DO I DID THE RIGHT DECISION?? coz i think i made the wrong one..huhu...
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Collage
i start my a level at KTT!! the second i arrived there, i wanna cry!! n i didnt get the apartment, instead i got the home, off-campus. climbing the hill everyday under the sun!! 2 weeks there, no internet!! now im at my uncle's house, so thats y i can come online..huu..1st nite, i cant even sleep coz the humidity n hot!!! the next day, my uncle bring a fan for me, just for my bed, so, now, its quite ok la.. now i got sunburn coz the walk to collage everyday. hua.. n now i started my class.. God, in english..i already forgot most of the thing i learned in form 5, so now, its so hard to recall everything. a level is just like spm, but in english n advance.. is the hardest subject now. huhu... and almost everyday, my class start at 8 am.. wua...my sleep!!
so tension you know when everyone study like everytime. nothing but study..owh, im not a geek!! i cant do this..wuaa....TENSION..
so tension you know when everyone study like everytime. nothing but study..owh, im not a geek!! i cant do this..wuaa....TENSION..
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
KoKo
today, at my school, there is cocuricullum day n i was invited there. so i went there..nothing much there, just sunny day. haha.. after that, i went to take photo. im glad this photo came out nicely..haha.. if not...!
then, shopping more! i went and got myself another pair of slack pant, and cheese. hehe.. the slack suit, kinda expensive..huhu.. kopak jugak aku! haha. this time, use my own money.. hehe..
ah, today again, my eyes hurt. becoz go out today.. huhu.. so hot i guess. so hurt...huhu..uhu..tu la tak suka kuar.. its like im crying coz my eyes is teary..hehe//
then, shopping more! i went and got myself another pair of slack pant, and cheese. hehe.. the slack suit, kinda expensive..huhu.. kopak jugak aku! haha. this time, use my own money.. hehe..
ah, today again, my eyes hurt. becoz go out today.. huhu.. so hot i guess. so hurt...huhu..uhu..tu la tak suka kuar.. its like im crying coz my eyes is teary..hehe//
Monday, June 25, 2007
grandma
yesterday while im using my computer, my neighbour call and tell me that my grandma is dieing. im stunned! i just saw her a couple day ago.
then, my neighbour ask me to get prepare coz they are sending me to my grandma's house. my other siblings wif my parents already went there in the morning, just to visit. on the way there, i felt like i wanna cry but i cant. im not that closed wif this grandma but still, im sad. n quite scared with what happening that time. huhu...
when i arrived, my grandma already been admitted in hospital. i went there at night to visit her. im not so good in dealing wif this situation, afraid! hah. i didnt dare to stay long in the room even she already awake n talk a lil. what i heard, at first, my grandma went into comma, so, they decided to bring them to hospital. waiting for ambulance, she awake. but still, bring her to hospital. doctor suspected Pneumonia. i dont really know..hehe.. but im glad she is stable now. pray for my grandma ok?! heh!
then, my neighbour ask me to get prepare coz they are sending me to my grandma's house. my other siblings wif my parents already went there in the morning, just to visit. on the way there, i felt like i wanna cry but i cant. im not that closed wif this grandma but still, im sad. n quite scared with what happening that time. huhu...
when i arrived, my grandma already been admitted in hospital. i went there at night to visit her. im not so good in dealing wif this situation, afraid! hah. i didnt dare to stay long in the room even she already awake n talk a lil. what i heard, at first, my grandma went into comma, so, they decided to bring them to hospital. waiting for ambulance, she awake. but still, bring her to hospital. doctor suspected Pneumonia. i dont really know..hehe.. but im glad she is stable now. pray for my grandma ok?! heh!
Friday, June 22, 2007
whAt a Day!
yesterday, my dad wake me up at 8 am,hah, to ask me go wif him. actually, i was the one who said i want to follow him to Alor Setar to find some veil. so he wake me up. as i take bath n everything, i thought that we will be home the latest will be at 6. so, i brought nothing as spare. hah.
so, at alor setar, i manage to find two nice veils. i wonder, everything i bought, i will write them in blog as nice, cute, cool and so on! haha. bragging? no, it just for me, the things i bought, its up to my standard, but i dont know others ok? heh. then, we futher our journey to my grandma home, SP. but my dad drove us to bowling centre 1st! yeay! but, guess what, my dad asked me to pay for the games! hah. unbelieveble, we played 6 games each. at the end of game, i felt like my arm will fall off and go wif the ball. hah. its hurt like hell.
then, shopping!! i never went shopping dress n shirt wif my dad. it was great coz he paid! haha.. at last, stupidly cute track bottom, cost him around $60. then, i got a really cute feminine skirt, haha, and a slack, cost him over $100 for that only. hah. i have a nice skirt!! haha
when we arrived at my grandma home, she is sick, fever i guess. so, my dad stay longer there, i have to wait. bored! in the evening, when i check......haha.. leave it to me. coz if i told u, afraid i will be the one who embarassed. haha..
my guess about we will be back at home at 6 pm, hurm, we arrived at home at 10 pm!! so tired. arrived home, my first destination, bathroom. it was so great to get shower and clean myself. haha.
so, at alor setar, i manage to find two nice veils. i wonder, everything i bought, i will write them in blog as nice, cute, cool and so on! haha. bragging? no, it just for me, the things i bought, its up to my standard, but i dont know others ok? heh. then, we futher our journey to my grandma home, SP. but my dad drove us to bowling centre 1st! yeay! but, guess what, my dad asked me to pay for the games! hah. unbelieveble, we played 6 games each. at the end of game, i felt like my arm will fall off and go wif the ball. hah. its hurt like hell.
then, shopping!! i never went shopping dress n shirt wif my dad. it was great coz he paid! haha.. at last, stupidly cute track bottom, cost him around $60. then, i got a really cute feminine skirt, haha, and a slack, cost him over $100 for that only. hah. i have a nice skirt!! haha
when we arrived at my grandma home, she is sick, fever i guess. so, my dad stay longer there, i have to wait. bored! in the evening, when i check......haha.. leave it to me. coz if i told u, afraid i will be the one who embarassed. haha..
my guess about we will be back at home at 6 pm, hurm, we arrived at home at 10 pm!! so tired. arrived home, my first destination, bathroom. it was so great to get shower and clean myself. haha.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
FrEe
yeaha!! at last, i completed my medical checkup. no more visit to hospital in the nearest time. this time, i went there, even the doctor sensed that im nervous. doc, im not just nervous, im damn afraid! haha.. so, the doctor declaire, im normal.. haha.. so, now automaticcaly i made a choice i guess. so im going for JPA schoalrship. wish me luck and pray for me on this track!
KTT, we can choose our roomate. so, there is a girl, same as me, going to do a level there, so sporting n great friend. cant wait to be roomie wif u. we had been chatting i guess for a bout two weeks. kawan satu kepala deh! haha.. at least, i wont be like Miss Lonely there coz u know how hard for me to make a new friend. huhu..
KTT, we can choose our roomate. so, there is a girl, same as me, going to do a level there, so sporting n great friend. cant wait to be roomie wif u. we had been chatting i guess for a bout two weeks. kawan satu kepala deh! haha.. at least, i wont be like Miss Lonely there coz u know how hard for me to make a new friend. huhu..
Monday, June 18, 2007
KTT
i check out a website, kinda forum on scholarship. they discuss about my college-to-be. freak me out coz they make it seem so damn err...what a suitable word hah? but its not what im expected. so dissapointed.. like wanna cry that time n change my mind to go to local uni, much much better than that college.. huhu..
im preparing a list of what will i need n the list keep expending coz i keep adding things to bring. haha.. i cant imagine how many things i will have to bring there on that day. n my mom just told me that on that day, my dad has to go to Kuantan. so now i doubt they will send me there on my registration day... waaaa!! i dont wanna go there alone....
Thursday, June 14, 2007
soRe tHroAt
huhu..my voice turning into katak's voice..haha! may be this is becoz that day i went outside. huhu, puteri lilin la katakan..haha!
what a boring day today.. so lonely..huhu.. my aim today was to fill in all those forms but i guess that just an aim.ha! so lazy to hold a pen! later tonite i guess. i want to prepare everything by the end of this week..but we'll see the progress..hehe..
i miss my friends..husna n hanisah! cant wait to hang out wif u two. just now, aku baru je bergayut wif hanisah..haha.. so sweet! wait, i will go there ok dear?! :P
what a boring day today.. so lonely..huhu.. my aim today was to fill in all those forms but i guess that just an aim.ha! so lazy to hold a pen! later tonite i guess. i want to prepare everything by the end of this week..but we'll see the progress..hehe..
i miss my friends..husna n hanisah! cant wait to hang out wif u two. just now, aku baru je bergayut wif hanisah..haha.. so sweet! wait, i will go there ok dear?! :P
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
SleEpY..
last nite sleep at 3 am..so so sleepy.,..n now having sore throat.. dah macam kata la pulak..haha.. i was planning to sleep for a long time, but husna rang me early in the morning, asking me to come online! she is back!! haha.. my dear is back! love n miss u so much Na! hurm.. so tired now.. tonite, i will sleep earlier! i will! haha
Monday, June 11, 2007
Hols..
wonder..why suddenly i have pimple? i mean the old one had gone, now a new one.. before, i never have pimple... haha.. am i growing up? hahah..im already grown..hehe.. may be im transforming from childish to more mature... but i love being child.. haha! am i??
i need to go to back later, to open a new account for the scholarship. huhu.. malas rasanya.. but have to! i heard so many version, one said that to open an account at that bank, need RM250, other said RM120, some said RM20..huh! what is the exact amount?! haha.. may be i need to go to the bank and find it out myself. when? ah, so lazy to go out. Perlis is a hot state.. lately, i kinda usually go out for the hospital n so on, already had sunburn..huhu..im become darker n darker everyday living here in Perlis. huhu..but soon, i will not live here anymore.. im going to KL, study there..my a-level..huhu..
i need to go to back later, to open a new account for the scholarship. huhu.. malas rasanya.. but have to! i heard so many version, one said that to open an account at that bank, need RM250, other said RM120, some said RM20..huh! what is the exact amount?! haha.. may be i need to go to the bank and find it out myself. when? ah, so lazy to go out. Perlis is a hot state.. lately, i kinda usually go out for the hospital n so on, already had sunburn..huhu..im become darker n darker everyday living here in Perlis. huhu..but soon, i will not live here anymore.. im going to KL, study there..my a-level..huhu..
Friday, June 08, 2007
TB
im free from TB!! hehe... thanks God.. i went to hospital today for the Mantoux test reading.. today, still a bad day coz i am so tired, lack of sleep, tension day..huhu..i almost look like panda..haha..
n i wonder..in a week, i went to hospital 3 times, but why the fear become worse n worser everytime? how i can overcome this fear?? help me...
n i wonder..in a week, i went to hospital 3 times, but why the fear become worse n worser everytime? how i can overcome this fear?? help me...
Sunday, June 03, 2007
6 Signs he'll make a good dad by Erika Rasmusson Janes
1. He treats his mother well . What kind of family man will he be? First look at his relationship with his mom. Does he respect her? Laugh with her easily? Enjoy visiting her? Help out with chores or errands? “If the answer is yes, all of this means she did a good job raising him, he naturally likes women, and will like the mom you will become,” says Wendy Allen, Ph.D., a psychotherapist specializing in couples and marriage therapy in Santa Barbara, CA. In fact, respect in general — to other family members, to kids, and to you — should be at the top of the “what to look for” list.
2. He’s selfless. What’s the number one thing you learn when you become a parent? You never come first anymore! So if you’re with a guy who thinks he’s the center of the universe, beware. For Jackie Baker, a Valdosta, GA, mother of one, it was easy to see she wasn’t dating an egomaniac when she found out that he’d spent much of his time caring for his 17-years-younger sister. “One of his major responsibilities was to take care of her in the afternoon when he came home from school,” she says. “He didn’t really go on dates or get to hang out with his friends. I thought, any teenage boy who is willing to give up his time for his sister is a great man. Even to this day he helps out with his sister’s homework whenever he can. I knew when I saw him taking such an interest in his family that he was going to be a wonderful father.”
3. He’s not easily grossed out. Surprise! Kids are messy. There are dirty diapers, vomit—and dirty diapers and vomit happening at the same time. Being a parent means getting comfortable with the eewwww factor. Good fathers are the ones “who jump in to clean up a gross mess and help out when someone else isn’t feeling well,” says Dianne Couris, an author and parenting coach in Oldsmar, FL, and president of Family Choices & Solutions, Inc. Christine Louise Hohlbaum, a mother of two, found this out years ago while on a tumultuous, three-hour ferry boat ride around the Greek Islands. Hohlbaum got seasick five times. “Each time, my then-boyfriend would take my barf bag to the front of the boat to retrieve another one,” she says. “As we pulled into the dock, I knew this man would make a great father. Childbirth and parenting would be a snap for a guy who can carry puke across the Mediterranean without blinking an eye.”
4. He’s a great uncle. “Nephews and nieces are the stepping stones to your own kids,” says Allen. “Does he call them on their birthdays? Does he make dates where he actually has to show up and take them to the movies or an amusement park?” Varina Caton, a Wilmington, DE, mother of two, witnessed such dedicated affection with her future husband and his nieces and nephews. “He would have his nieces and nephews fly out to stay with us,” she says. “He has always made a point of staying in contact with them. He sent some of them to summer camp because their Mom was unable to come up with the money. He has mentored them as they have matured, introducing money management (for obvious reasons!), job skills, people skills and most importantly setting goals. Because of his involvement with his sibling’s offspring I knew he would make a great Dad, and he has!”
5. He doesn’t mind taking direction from his partner. “If a man resents being told what to do, then working with him on his children’s schedule and responsibilities could get tense,” Couris says. “Running a family schedule is usually [the mother’s role] and the father typically needs direction.” How can you tell if he’ll respond well to family life? Notice how he takes to your suggestions (“I think you should pack more than one pair of underwear for our week at the beach”) and how he reacts to your plans (“Don’t forget: Thursday is my uncle’s 73rd birthday and we’re all going to dinner.”) If you get a positive reaction, you’re onto something!
6. He likes ketchup. And he understands the importance of blowing the paper cover off of a straw and seeing if it can reach across the table. In other words, he has a playful sense of fun, and doesn’t take himself too seriously. Those could be the most telling sign of all. You’ve got to have a sense of humor to get through life with kids.
Now, here are a couple of signs maybe he’s not destined to be the world’s best dad:
1. He can’t go with the flow. A good dad needs to be flexible, easy-going and not easily flustered. Having a kid means that dinners will get canceled, and vacations will be marred by bouts of the flu. If he’s the type who sweats the small stuff and can’t easily adapt to change, he may be in for a tough time as a dad. “I dated one guy who planned every weekend as if it was a military operation, and he totally blew a gasket if there was any fluctuation from his plans,” recalls Elizabeth Bach of Westfield, NJ. “He wasn’t so into the idea of having kids anyway, and I thought that was a good thing—he’d probably be one uptight, inflexible dad!”
2. He doesn’t pitch in around the house. “Any man who considers himself above anything… is going to have trouble serving his or her majesty: The baby,” Allen says.
i found it on MSN, cute! yesterday, i was damn sad, but today, im damn happy!! yeay me!! more info? its been hide..hahaha.. but thanks God, for make my day bright again. n now wif two sides to write, so confusing, but i glad i have two sides.. :P
2. He’s selfless. What’s the number one thing you learn when you become a parent? You never come first anymore! So if you’re with a guy who thinks he’s the center of the universe, beware. For Jackie Baker, a Valdosta, GA, mother of one, it was easy to see she wasn’t dating an egomaniac when she found out that he’d spent much of his time caring for his 17-years-younger sister. “One of his major responsibilities was to take care of her in the afternoon when he came home from school,” she says. “He didn’t really go on dates or get to hang out with his friends. I thought, any teenage boy who is willing to give up his time for his sister is a great man. Even to this day he helps out with his sister’s homework whenever he can. I knew when I saw him taking such an interest in his family that he was going to be a wonderful father.”
3. He’s not easily grossed out. Surprise! Kids are messy. There are dirty diapers, vomit—and dirty diapers and vomit happening at the same time. Being a parent means getting comfortable with the eewwww factor. Good fathers are the ones “who jump in to clean up a gross mess and help out when someone else isn’t feeling well,” says Dianne Couris, an author and parenting coach in Oldsmar, FL, and president of Family Choices & Solutions, Inc. Christine Louise Hohlbaum, a mother of two, found this out years ago while on a tumultuous, three-hour ferry boat ride around the Greek Islands. Hohlbaum got seasick five times. “Each time, my then-boyfriend would take my barf bag to the front of the boat to retrieve another one,” she says. “As we pulled into the dock, I knew this man would make a great father. Childbirth and parenting would be a snap for a guy who can carry puke across the Mediterranean without blinking an eye.”
4. He’s a great uncle. “Nephews and nieces are the stepping stones to your own kids,” says Allen. “Does he call them on their birthdays? Does he make dates where he actually has to show up and take them to the movies or an amusement park?” Varina Caton, a Wilmington, DE, mother of two, witnessed such dedicated affection with her future husband and his nieces and nephews. “He would have his nieces and nephews fly out to stay with us,” she says. “He has always made a point of staying in contact with them. He sent some of them to summer camp because their Mom was unable to come up with the money. He has mentored them as they have matured, introducing money management (for obvious reasons!), job skills, people skills and most importantly setting goals. Because of his involvement with his sibling’s offspring I knew he would make a great Dad, and he has!”
5. He doesn’t mind taking direction from his partner. “If a man resents being told what to do, then working with him on his children’s schedule and responsibilities could get tense,” Couris says. “Running a family schedule is usually [the mother’s role] and the father typically needs direction.” How can you tell if he’ll respond well to family life? Notice how he takes to your suggestions (“I think you should pack more than one pair of underwear for our week at the beach”) and how he reacts to your plans (“Don’t forget: Thursday is my uncle’s 73rd birthday and we’re all going to dinner.”) If you get a positive reaction, you’re onto something!
6. He likes ketchup. And he understands the importance of blowing the paper cover off of a straw and seeing if it can reach across the table. In other words, he has a playful sense of fun, and doesn’t take himself too seriously. Those could be the most telling sign of all. You’ve got to have a sense of humor to get through life with kids.
Now, here are a couple of signs maybe he’s not destined to be the world’s best dad:
1. He can’t go with the flow. A good dad needs to be flexible, easy-going and not easily flustered. Having a kid means that dinners will get canceled, and vacations will be marred by bouts of the flu. If he’s the type who sweats the small stuff and can’t easily adapt to change, he may be in for a tough time as a dad. “I dated one guy who planned every weekend as if it was a military operation, and he totally blew a gasket if there was any fluctuation from his plans,” recalls Elizabeth Bach of Westfield, NJ. “He wasn’t so into the idea of having kids anyway, and I thought that was a good thing—he’d probably be one uptight, inflexible dad!”
2. He doesn’t pitch in around the house. “Any man who considers himself above anything… is going to have trouble serving his or her majesty: The baby,” Allen says.
i found it on MSN, cute! yesterday, i was damn sad, but today, im damn happy!! yeay me!! more info? its been hide..hahaha.. but thanks God, for make my day bright again. n now wif two sides to write, so confusing, but i glad i have two sides.. :P
Monday, May 14, 2007
Funeral??
no one died okay? just me being sad. after 3 days being sad n trying to regain myself esteem, here i am, posting a new post on blogger. So, the scholarship.......no need to tell, but the ending is not good, but i already get over it. just now, i have to make decision, wise one.
so confuse to decide! owh..help me!!! i really need others thought and opinion..
dentistry, pharmacy, or chemistry?!!?
so confuse to decide! owh..help me!!! i really need others thought and opinion..
Saturday, May 05, 2007
pimple
1st time i have cute little pimple!!! Hanisah, now i know what is pimple..kinda weird but its small, nobody can really see it.. haha! but whateva it is, i have pimple!!! hahahah. i dont know why im so happy coz usually girls will upset n worried over a pimple.. am i normal or what??!!
Thursday, May 03, 2007
stay-at home mother's work worth $138095 a year, believe it?
NEW YORK (Reuters) - If the typical stay-at-home mother in the United States were paid for her work as a housekeeper, cook and psychologist among other roles, she would earn $138,095 a year, according to research released on Wednesday.
This reflected a 3 percent raise from last year's $134,121, according to Salary.com Inc, Waltham, Massachusetts-based compensation experts.
The 10 jobs listed as comprising a mother's work were housekeeper, cook, day care center teacher, laundry machine operator, van driver, facilities manager, janitor, computer operator, chief executive officer and psychologist, it said.
The typical mother puts in a 92-hour work week, it said, working 40 hours at base pay and 52 hours overtime.
A mother who holds full-time job outside the home would earn an additional $85,939 for the work she does at home, Salary.com.
Last year she would have earned $85,876 for her at-home work, it said.
This reflected a 3 percent raise from last year's $134,121, according to Salary.com Inc, Waltham, Massachusetts-based compensation experts.
The 10 jobs listed as comprising a mother's work were housekeeper, cook, day care center teacher, laundry machine operator, van driver, facilities manager, janitor, computer operator, chief executive officer and psychologist, it said.
The typical mother puts in a 92-hour work week, it said, working 40 hours at base pay and 52 hours overtime.
A mother who holds full-time job outside the home would earn an additional $85,939 for the work she does at home, Salary.com.
Last year she would have earned $85,876 for her at-home work, it said.
wow! i never know what i am doing now at home worth that much. even i am not a mom yet, but i still have to keep the house - housekeeper, cook - cook, take care of my sis- day care centre teacher, do the laundry - laundry machine operator, watch telly - supervisor, and so much more.. hahah!! thanks Mummy for doing all those works all these time. so, thats meaning fully housewife isnt a low-class job!!
Friday, April 27, 2007
KL...
Last wednesday, i went to KL and i stayed at my grandma home. At first, it was damn bored coz all my plans went wrong. i cant go to Sepang coz my aunty said something came up. So, i stucked at my grandma home doing nothing, wif no internet. Then, my best friend had to work all days in that week. God, i waste my time and money by going to KL.
But then, my best friend takes a day off, on Monday. i was so HAPPY!! i met her at STAR Bandaraya. We both wore pink dress! Cute huh? Our first place was SOGO coz i want to look for a handbag. But there, we just look a while before we stop at MAC booth to look out for foundation. After that, we just went out to Pertama Complex, surveying handphone.
Then, we walk to the nearest station n went to KLCC. There, we went for PIZZA HUT first coz we were hungry. After that, we went around KLCC look for handbag n foundation plus a book. After our hands had changed into various colors of foundation, we went to Ampang Mall, as a subsequence to find the book. After that, we had a short stop at KL sentral to do our prayer then head off to MidVal. Believe me, by that time, our legs hurt but since the mission not accomplished yet, we still in the search. MidVal is damn big! Lastly we found a cute pink handbag at Girl and no hesitate, I bought that.
Then we decided to call it a day. Took a comuter on different tickets, but in the comuter, we decide to go to my grandma home. Eventhough her ticket is just until Bank Negara, we decide to go off recond and stop at my station. Luckly the manual gate was open, easy for us to sneak out. We spend the evening chatting at my grandma home before we both went back to the station. She went back to her home and I went to Shah Alam, to my mum and sleep at Concorde!
Honey, that’s a wonderful day even Im tired at the end of that day. We enjoy each other, right? Wish we can hang out again. I love to hang out wif my best friends, coz I can hold their hand with no worry! Haha.
How much i spend that day? i dont want been called a nerd by keeping my spend on record so i just conclude my spend that day as A LOT!!
Thursday, April 12, 2007
eat these and dont eat that
THE ENEMIES LIST
Soda, fruit juice, and sports drinks Not only are they sugary, they're acidic, and that creates a perfect home for the bacteria that cause cavities and gum disease -- especially if you tend to sip on one or another of these drinks all day (who, us?). Acid-neutralizing saliva just can't keep up. The realistic fix Nobody's saying go cold turkey but for all-day swigging, choose water. Reserve these pick-me-ups for once-a-day use. And buy some straws -- sipping through them (try this trick) shrinks teeth-exposure time.
Soda, fruit juice, and sports drinks Not only are they sugary, they're acidic, and that creates a perfect home for the bacteria that cause cavities and gum disease -- especially if you tend to sip on one or another of these drinks all day (who, us?). Acid-neutralizing saliva just can't keep up. The realistic fix Nobody's saying go cold turkey but for all-day swigging, choose water. Reserve these pick-me-ups for once-a-day use. And buy some straws -- sipping through them (try this trick) shrinks teeth-exposure time.
Sticky stuff We're not just talking gooey caramels or fruit rollups. Bread, crackers, chips, sweet rolls, and other refined carbohydrates are nearly as likely to cling to teeth as a Tootsie Roll -- and they hang on for at least 20 minutes. Not good.The realistic fix. Try to say no to sticky sweets and carbs when you can't brush afterward. Alternatively, slosh some water around in your mouth or chew a stick of sugarless gum that's sweetened with xylitol. The gum helps remove sticky food particles from your teeth, and xylitol curbs cavity causers and increases healthy saliva.
YOUR SMILE'S BEST FRIENDS
Cheese, please. Eating a bit of cheddar (or whatever) at the end of a meal helps protect teeth. It stimulates the production of cleansing saliva, plus the calcium in cheese helps harden teeth.
Crunchy things Crisp apples, celery and carrots are nature's little toothbrush alternatives. Not only do they help rid your mouth of food particles but their rough, fibrous texture actually scrubs away as you chew, slightly brightening your smile.
Have a cupp a Drinking tea after eating can help destroy the germs that cause cavities, gum disease, and phewy breath. That goes for both green and black teas.
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i found it on Yahoo. nice huh? apply it! ceh, im advising like im a dentist or something. may be lastly i got the spirit of dentistry after the interview!
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
interview
It was two busy days.
I went to school, meeting the counselor to ask about interview ethical. Met a lot of my teachers! Making me awkward and wanna leave as soon as possible!! Rushing for town, cook at home and what not. Then I had to study, because everybody told me there will be a test. Believe me, I read all those things on dentistry, including the teeth structure!! So bored coz it just full of info that had to be memorized. Busy day! And tired one too!
3 April
Today is a big day! I wake up so early, take bath and get dresses. Then, I went to Poli. I was damn nervous. I had to wait in a room, the room already almost full so I have no choice but to sit in the middle of boys. Then, I had to sit for personality test. Damn it, 200 questions in 30 minutes?! I just blacken the answer quickly. I read 10 questions at once and answer the 10 answers without looking back at the questions! Ha-ha. Even I didn’t know what I had answered. Then, again, I had to wait in the room. This time, I was really nervous, like my heart want to pop out! Waiting, I tried to scribble some sentences for the debate. Then, when my name and three others been call, I want to run away from there! Damn scared. Then, I had a boy partner, for the debate. ‘Students eat too much junk food these days’ the topic and I have to disagree wif that! How the hell I want to disagree when the topic is a fact! Then, we just had given 5 minutes to come out with the point! At that time, nothing come across in my mind! The interviewers are a man and a woman. When the 1st and 2nd is talking, the woman didn’t look up, she busying checking our file. But suddenly when I was talking, she stops doing what she doing and listen to me. God, she made me more nervous. I don’t know what I was saying. Then, when I run out of idea, I just said, thank you! I had no idea!! Ha-ha. Then, when the 4th person talking, I didn’t really listen what she was saying, what her points coz I thought that’s it, after her, its done. But suddenly the man asks if anyone from my team want to add something. My partner put up his hand while I just mumbling alone coz I don’t know what to say else. But the man said, “ Yes no. 2, want to add something?”. I didn’t prepare anything! Then I ask him, “ You want me to rebut her points?”, he said, “ Up to you, the floor is yours!” then the woman laugh lightly. In my mind ‘ what the hell I’m going to say?”. Then again, I was saying nothing, I don’t know what came out off my mouth. These times, the woman listens to me intently. She even added, “ I don’t think KFC is selling junk food,” and then I reply something and the man asks something, and I said something! Is it a horrible one? I wanna cry!!
2 April
I went to school, meeting the counselor to ask about interview ethical. Met a lot of my teachers! Making me awkward and wanna leave as soon as possible!! Rushing for town, cook at home and what not. Then I had to study, because everybody told me there will be a test. Believe me, I read all those things on dentistry, including the teeth structure!! So bored coz it just full of info that had to be memorized. Busy day! And tired one too!
3 April
Today is a big day! I wake up so early, take bath and get dresses. Then, I went to Poli. I was damn nervous. I had to wait in a room, the room already almost full so I have no choice but to sit in the middle of boys. Then, I had to sit for personality test. Damn it, 200 questions in 30 minutes?! I just blacken the answer quickly. I read 10 questions at once and answer the 10 answers without looking back at the questions! Ha-ha. Even I didn’t know what I had answered. Then, again, I had to wait in the room. This time, I was really nervous, like my heart want to pop out! Waiting, I tried to scribble some sentences for the debate. Then, when my name and three others been call, I want to run away from there! Damn scared. Then, I had a boy partner, for the debate. ‘Students eat too much junk food these days’ the topic and I have to disagree wif that! How the hell I want to disagree when the topic is a fact! Then, we just had given 5 minutes to come out with the point! At that time, nothing come across in my mind! The interviewers are a man and a woman. When the 1st and 2nd is talking, the woman didn’t look up, she busying checking our file. But suddenly when I was talking, she stops doing what she doing and listen to me. God, she made me more nervous. I don’t know what I was saying. Then, when I run out of idea, I just said, thank you! I had no idea!! Ha-ha. Then, when the 4th person talking, I didn’t really listen what she was saying, what her points coz I thought that’s it, after her, its done. But suddenly the man asks if anyone from my team want to add something. My partner put up his hand while I just mumbling alone coz I don’t know what to say else. But the man said, “ Yes no. 2, want to add something?”. I didn’t prepare anything! Then I ask him, “ You want me to rebut her points?”, he said, “ Up to you, the floor is yours!” then the woman laugh lightly. In my mind ‘ what the hell I’m going to say?”. Then again, I was saying nothing, I don’t know what came out off my mouth. These times, the woman listens to me intently. She even added, “ I don’t think KFC is selling junk food,” and then I reply something and the man asks something, and I said something! Is it a horrible one? I wanna cry!!
Monday, March 26, 2007
pHone call..
yesterday, i got to call my best friend!! she had to go to PLKN at Sarawak.. no handphone make me alone here, cannot text message or call her..how i missed her. yesterday, we only got a chance to chat around 10 minutes coz she have a duty what so ever..at least i talk to her!!it was wonderful coz i missed her so much. she now become a zebra!!haha.. only afta a week, she got tanned all over her fair skin. Husna, I missed and love ya! its so sad when i have to end up our conversation.. alomost cry but.........
Friday, March 16, 2007
..My yesterday, tomorrow and today..
Yesterday
I was thinking of my future
Looking for the best side
And expecting the worse of all
With the faith of others
But also my own doubts
Scare with the freedom
Happy with the sorrow
Then I realize
How weird my life that day
And how terrific my day is
Today
Early of the starting
I’m standing without aim
Coz I want to share
But I just got to stare
At the blur future
Looking in my hand
And stood there with crystallize water
Sad with the fantasy
Happy with the realistic
Then I know
How lucky my life that day
And how bad my day is
Tomorrow
I will struggle to accept the past
Here in future
Not sure am I sad
Nor happy
Coz I had make my life worse
And make my future bright
Satisfied with the outcome
Don’t want the outcome too
Then someone told me
How perfect my life is
I look blindly forward
Now I’m not sure
Did I want these yesterday, today nor tomorrow?
Many others wish they can trade my life with theirs
But I still don’t know
Am I lucky?
Or my life is wonderful
But I didn’t see the bright side of my life?
I was thinking of my future
Looking for the best side
And expecting the worse of all
With the faith of others
But also my own doubts
Scare with the freedom
Happy with the sorrow
Then I realize
How weird my life that day
And how terrific my day is
Today
Early of the starting
I’m standing without aim
Coz I want to share
But I just got to stare
At the blur future
Looking in my hand
And stood there with crystallize water
Sad with the fantasy
Happy with the realistic
Then I know
How lucky my life that day
And how bad my day is
Tomorrow
I will struggle to accept the past
Here in future
Not sure am I sad
Nor happy
Coz I had make my life worse
And make my future bright
Satisfied with the outcome
Don’t want the outcome too
Then someone told me
How perfect my life is
I look blindly forward
Now I’m not sure
Did I want these yesterday, today nor tomorrow?
Many others wish they can trade my life with theirs
But I still don’t know
Am I lucky?
Or my life is wonderful
But I didn’t see the bright side of my life?
Friday, March 09, 2007
Monday, March 05, 2007
daily news on CNN!!
staying at home everyday, from 6 a.m. this morning, till 6 a.m. the next morning, people alwayz said its so boring and they will said that they missed school so much. but for me, im not sure if i missed school. those sweet little class, wif the teachers come, teach, n go. i donnow, but for sure, im not ready to step into another education level. i dont want to go to university!!! i know everyone will think im wierd n im sure my parents will not agree wif me. but i just dont want to left this shell yet...can i?i dont like things changing, i love the way it is now. but i know that world is all about changing all the time, every single second. BUT, my mind still cant get used wif the university idea..
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Top 10 romantic getaways
- Islands of Hawaii
- Paris
- Caribbean
- Venice
- Tahiti
- Greece
- Jamaica
- San Francisco
- Monterey Peninsula
- New York City
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Top 20 bloom sprouting (flower!)
the ranking of top 20 in most famous flower and most attractive! (Sexy)
1. Roses (loVe)
2. Orchid ( a belle)
3. Iris ( My compliments )
4. Calla Lily ( Purity )
5. Sunflower ( pure thought)
6. Amaryllis ( splendid beauty )
7. Tulip ( Declaration of love )
8. Carnation ( Pride and beauty )
9. Hydrangea ( Heartlfelt )
10. Birl of Paradise ( Joyfulness )
11. Chrysanthemum ( Fidelity )
12. Daffodil ( Chivalry )
13. Tiger Lilly ( I dare you to love me )
14. Anthurium ( Hospitality )
15. Peony (Bashful )
16. Lilac ( Youthful innocence )
17. Gerbera Daisy
18. Anemone ( Anticipation )
19. Aster ( Patience )
20. Stargazer Lily
1. Roses (loVe)
2. Orchid ( a belle)
3. Iris ( My compliments )
4. Calla Lily ( Purity )
5. Sunflower ( pure thought)
6. Amaryllis ( splendid beauty )
7. Tulip ( Declaration of love )
8. Carnation ( Pride and beauty )
9. Hydrangea ( Heartlfelt )
10. Birl of Paradise ( Joyfulness )
11. Chrysanthemum ( Fidelity )
12. Daffodil ( Chivalry )
13. Tiger Lilly ( I dare you to love me )
14. Anthurium ( Hospitality )
15. Peony (Bashful )
16. Lilac ( Youthful innocence )
17. Gerbera Daisy
18. Anemone ( Anticipation )
19. Aster ( Patience )
20. Stargazer Lily
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