heaven and haven ~

4000 total

..seaside..
the view after the sun came out the very first morning we were in Mangalore :)

pink water bottle

pink t-shirt
Westside, City Center

pink night gowns
Westside, City Center

Sony headphones
Sony, Empire Mall

SPAR, City Center

SPAR, City Center

and meet my panda!!! :D

black bird

item : shoes
colors : black and grey
brand : Sembonia
price : RM1++
shop : Sembonia, MidValley Megamall
status : bought

bought this before fly to india. the only formal black shoes that i like that day. it was a very last minute shopping but luckly i manage to find one that i like :) it is nice and comfy :) until now i still wear it, once in a blue moon lol. but suddenly i feel like the shoes had shrink (not going to admit my feet getting bigger lol) winkwink

a little too much

item : sandal (i think lol)

colors : ecru and dark olive green
brand : Clark
price : RM2++
shop : Clark, MidValley Megamall
status : bought

yeah, i know, it looks simple. but trust me, so worth every single dime. it is so comfortable! :) not exaggerating, it really does feel like walking on a pillow :D

shopping therapy

went to shops yesterday, to try to cheer me up. but was a total disaster, nothing here really have the power to bring me up. two shoes that caught my eyes, but not enough to catch my heart :P

item : sneakers
colours : black, pink, white
brand : Reebok
price : IR1+++
shop : Reebok, Belgaum
status : not bought

item : boots
colours : auburn, ecru and white
brand : Reebok
price : IR3+++
shop : Reebok, Belgaum
status : not bought

home

really need them :((

rain

i need home

my little purple

this one i bought just before i went back to Malaysia in December :D same bag as Fiona my pumpkin. what i love about it is, it is big, and suitable for anything :P
item : sling bag
colour : light raspberry ( i think lol)
brand : Reebok
Shop : Reebok, Bangalore
status : bought

new touch

pictures express thousands words. so, i'm going to try more picture and less word. we'll see how it turns out :D

received this from Hami :D yesterday

tadaa!!!


cute right??
i just love it.. thanks dear :D

daddy

happy birthday daddy!!!

each day, my love to you grows deeper and deeper. and you always manage to carve smiles on my face on sunny day and cloudy days. miss you so much and my wish is, may Allah protect you, bless you and love you every day.

wonk tnod i

im totally lost, in nowhere land, and i dont even know whether i want to surface it or not.

love, hatred, annoyance, leisure, pressure, passion

i have nothing to update really, just dropping by to dust around the blog after so long. to all my friends, Happy Chinese New Year.

*Al-Qur'an, read it out of habit, or read it out of interest, just read it, because the Kalamullah will give a big impact on you, SERENITY* wallahu'alam..

exam comes again

i guess exam is just a terrible period for me.. heavy sigh~
i just need them.. :(((((

braces

uh oh, i'm officially a braces girl!! i didnt expect it to be this soon, and yeah, i was soooo shocked when my dentist put it lol!

can't say i enjoy it, but it is okay..

p/s : he is just so quiet, i want my previous dentist!!!

i love u

sitting in de noise of my siblings fighting, wif scratch marks on my arm after fighting wif one of them, i start screaming to them saying plz stop fighting. to be true, i wud rather trade all these screaming wif all those silent moment i had in india.

my mom asked me dat day ' apa lagi makanan yang kamu teringin, tak makan lagi?' i was so stunned. but i told my mom n dad wat i want. and dat lunch, they brought me out to eat wat i want. i love u so very much.. Allah, thanks for lovely parents U give me. people, plz tell me i am wrong for not wanting to go back to india....

oh, kak najah, thanks very much for de cupcakes!! so cute n yummy!! love u.. later i'll upload de pic k :)

1 last day at home b4 i go back india....

one day..

one day, love comes knocking on de door. i hesitate but i answer the door. i let love in, and let love linger around for a few. after a while, i ask love to leave. and love leaves sadly.

no comment on dat

day by day, im coming closer to January 3rd. hurm.. im not ready to leave yet..... and im still having trouble to figure out wat to get for someone in india....... ;)

still lot to do, more to buy, and people to meet.....

shop n fud

more shopping n more food.. hahaha.. im loving it..

its very easy to summarize diz holiday. as my friend said, im ' scaring drivers on the roads and devouring the fridge' :) and shop a lot :D more shopping yesterday n today. one more week to go and my luggages r full dee.. :)

i love being at home. spending time wif my family... its heaven!

sweat

wat can i say, Malaysia is hot! :) but, regardless de countless sweat and de burning heat, its good to be back home!!

did mega shopping in Bangalore and KL, and spent a lot!! haha, i have to save up after this, coz im officially broke now (: thanks so much to Along, for taking leave to bring me to midval, plus ur patience to walk around de mall wid me ( i know he was so tired but he still follow me to shop. well, cant blame me, shoppaholic have prob to stop wink2 ) and thanks also so Mak Wa who also took leave from work specially for me, and brought me to IKEA. more shopping! to Opah and Atuk who cook my fav food, and for sending me to KL Sentral. not to forget, Hanisah, thanks beary much for coming all de way to my Opah's place juz so we can meet each other eventho it was late nite aedy. gal, i love u much! i wish i can spend more time in KL but my loves r in perlis, so... (:

so far, i ate so much :) i love being home. de love, de joy... RM1400 is so worth it :D ok, got to go sleep now, need to wake up early tomoro. my uncle from KL is here, spending the night wif his wife.

excitement

well, im sooooo excited... 2 more weeks, and i will be back home, place where i belong :D

lot to plan, lot to do, lot to share....

meanwhile, stuck at belgaum, im too lazy to study... hurm.. i know, it is so unusual of me coz i love studying... but wat to do, de excitement make me lazy... hurm.. no prob! im starting to study tomoro... yeah2, i know it sounds like juz another promise, but i wish i can start today, but im stuck wif journal tonyte... huhu.. so, tomoro insyaAllah :D

till then ;)

love story

myself is not perfect, but yet, here, i want to express my disappointment to a place where nobody will ever feel hurt i believe. its my right and im not gonna mention any name.

boy,
stop, plz stop hurting girl. i dont get wat r u trying to do ever! i knew u for quite a long time and for wat i know, u never change at all. plz plz plz, we r all de same, we got feeling. stop enjoying hurting other and respect us for wat we worth. deep inside, i know u r a good man, but u need to grow up and try to be a man instead of a boy. ur history doesnt have to follow u, and nobody is asking for u to repeat de history. so, as a friend, i really hope u will change one day. be a better person, and insyaAllah wat u r looking for will be there.

girl,
im not angry, but im totally sad. i let u know wat u needed to know, but somehow u went to de different way, de way dat i told u not to. im not blaming u, im juz asking u to plz, sit down, and think diz all over again, then if u think it is de right way, then i wont stop u to continue to lead dat way. trust and friendship are wat i tried to hold u on to, but i guess its not here anymore..

to everyone,
i dedicated diz for only the person i meant to. to others, dont blame me if it does hurt u also. anything good, u can take as advice, but all de bad thing is from me, and im still trying myself. so everyone, lets try our best to be better, not for others, but for ourself insyaAllah!

way beyond crazy

so long i didnt update. not becoz i dowan to, but i barely have time to sleep, so blogging is far more worse. been staying in library for 6-10 hours a day. so.....

alhamdulillah, theory exam juz finished!! after pushing myself over my own limit, at least i can have a rest tonyte. i owe myself a rest! but tomoro, i will be continuing going to library i guess, need to study for practical exam n viva! urrmmm... its never really end huh?!

thanks mom n dad for supporting me during my exam. i know, i was so down and depressed for these 2 weeks, and i cant do it widout ur support. love u much!!!

and to friends who helped me, u know i really appreciate it!! and pink bear! tears shed in front of u was a relieve process of a crazy girl. i know and u know im far too far passed crazy state dee. i will try to be a bit normal after diz k? :P

ok la, i hvta go to class.. i know, exam finish in de morning, got class in de evening! and im dead tired now!!